Bella is the new girl in college and Edward is the playboy who has no limits to flirting with any pretty girl he sees. Among all the drama between the two and their friends, does Bella have what it takes to change this heartless player into a loving boyfriend? Or will she just get her heartbroken for the 3rd time in her life? All Human.
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Man I really screwed things up this time. I promise not to hurt her, I get slightly hurt when she doesn't believe me and what do I do? I hurt her! Maybe I'm just not meant to have a serious relationship. This is my proof. Even if that's true, I still must work things out with Bella. There isn't another choice.
I took my phone out of my pocket and dialed Alice.
"Hello?", Alice answered.
"Hi. Um Alice...think we could talk or you busy?"
"I'm not busy. What's up?"
"Can you come to my room?"
"Sure. Everything okay Edward?", she asked concern in her tone.
"Yes, fine. I just need your advice on something", I said.
"Okay then I'll be right over", she said.
"Thanks", I hung up.
I was thinking hard when I was startled by a knock on the door.
"Come in Alice", I called.
"Hi Edward", Alice entered and sat beside me on the couch.
"Thanks for coming", I sat up.
"Of course. What's on your mind?"
"Well I'm not really sure if I'm 'allowed' to tell you but I need advice and I trust you to give me honest advice"
"Sure I will. And what do you mean 'allowed'?", she asked.
"Well I sort of have a girlfriend", I said.
"A girlfriend?! Edward no way! That's fantastic!", she squealed.
"Well yeah more like 'had' now", I said sadly.
"Oh...I'm sorry. What happened?", she asked.
"Well to make a long story short she agreed to be my girlfriend but she told me she was careful about trusting me because she's been hurt so many times in her life. I promised her I would never hurt her. She then told me she wanted to keep our relationship secret it was less humiliating if I hurt her. I was kinda hurt by that because, well, I really care about her. I still agreed to it however and I got caught in a situation where I either had to cheat on her, or say that I was with her. I didn't know what to do so I tried to keep it a secret and kiss the girl though it meant nothing to me. She doesn't believe me, now she's upset with me and I don't know what to do", I spilled everything.
"Wait? This wouldn't happen to be with Bella would it?", she asked.
I didn't respond.
"Oh Edward! You're with Bella?!", she stopped when she saw the look on my face. "Sorry, wow umm...did you explain the situation to her?", she started with.
"Yes, she still thinks I shouldn't have kissed Julianne", I said.
"Okay, well have you apologized?", Alice asked.
"Tried to. Didn't really work out"
"How much do you care about her? Tell me the truth don't dance around it like you normally do", she asked.
"Alice I love her so much. I've never felt this way before and it scares the hell out of me. But I want to go with it because it hurts so much that I might have screwed things up beyond repair", I admitted.
"Wow. Okay does she know that?", Alice was stunned by my response. She knew I cared about Bella but she never understood the depth of those feelings until this moment.
"I thought she did. I guess her worry of me hurting her is clouding up her seeing how I really feel for her", I said.
"Well all I can say is you should have another talk with her. Tell her how sorry you are and how much you are in love with her. Don't hold back", Alice said.
"Alice I am so far in love if I tell her that it might creep her out", I said.
"It won't. Edward I'm pretty good at being able to tell when people are in love. Bella loves you just as much if not more than you love her. I knew you cared about Bella but I underestimated how much. You could be underestimating her love for you. Just try to talk to her"
"Alright. I'll go in the morning. Thanks Alice", I hugged her.
"No problem", she grinned.
I took a deep breath. Hope this works out.
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