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A New Start

Summary:
When Alice returns to Forks in New Moon she tells Charlie that he should send Bella to a boarding school in England (because Bella failed 12th grade). Bella starts a whole new life in England including a new wardrobe that is to Alice's liking. What if a certain vampire shows up in England? What if What Hurts the Most caused a worldwide sensation? What does a bunny have to do with all of this? "I had been hurt over and over by him. I had accepted countless apologies but this was too much." (Chapter 19)Banner for A New Start Marvelous banner made by TheRealCullen


Notes:
Thanks to my best freind Alice who was my beta. Diclaimer: Sorry i dont own any of the characters that are in any of the twilight books. i do own the other characters but thats it.


20. Again.

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Chapter 20

I wrote the song and sheet music overnight and passed it out to my band the following morning right after I told Alice and Edward not to come to rehearsal and that they were going to watch the show. I didn’t know if Alice had seen anything of my plan but I kept the entire band’s and dancer’s thoughts blocked. Michelle choreographed the dance within two hours and soon we were practicing.

Jasper came up to me later and said that he understood the song and that he felt my pain last night. Then my personal assistant came up to me.

“Miss Santiago?”

“Yes Karen.”

“Your partner for Send it on…Mr. Nick Jonas is sick so you will have to find a new partner.”

“Thank you Karen.” I turned to Jasper and he nodded.

“Thank you Jasper.” I said.

I walked back to the tour bus to get the costume for my new song. I took out the box that contained two dresses, both with sad memories, gave the box to Rosalie, who was going solo tonight on hair and make up, and explained my new song to her without telling her about Edward and Alice. *wince*

I couldn’t wait for tonight.

Finally the show was started with the usual songs until the second to last. We all took our places for the song. I was wearing the orange dress that was put on the front page of Vogue in May three years ago. Demi had a pink dress and black jacket on and Selena had a yellow top, a white jacket and black pants.

A word’s just a word

Jasper and I start to rise out of the middle cylinder
Till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
‘Til you give it away
We’ve all got a gift
Yeah something to give
To make a change


Send it on
On and on
Just one that can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

Demi and Joe rise out on my right.
Just smile (Just smile)
And the world (And the world)
Will smile along with you
That small act of love
Is meant for one
Will become two
If we take the chances
To change the stances
Imagine what we can do
If we


Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on
Send it on (Ooohh send it on)
There's power in love
And the choices we make
So starting now
There's not a moment to waste

Selena and Kevin start to rise out on my left
A word’s just a word
Till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
‘til you give it away

We all start to walk down the stairs
Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart

Everybody spreads out on the stage and I go down the ‘aisle’.
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on
Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

The entire crowd gave us a great roar of applause. The announcer then sent the crows on a fifteen minute intermission even though there was only one song left. I needed about 15 minutes to get ready which was why there was a very late break.

I put the satin blue, halter dress with a white sash on and then my wedding dress over it. Rose helped me hide the blue parts and got set on my hair. I would look just like I had on my wedding day, which had ended in disaster. Rose understood that I wanted Edward to regret what he did even though she didn’t know what he had actually done. After she had done my hair and make up, Rose took her place under the rising platform at the end of the aisle.

The crowd returned to their seats and I took my spot on the rising platform saying: “I hope you like this song. I wrote it very recently.” I was in the center cylinder waiting for the first chords from Jasper,

The platform rose and I started to walk down the stairs and do wn the aisle.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I sunk into the ground and Rose took off the wedding dress, tied the halter and handed me the mic, all at vampire speed, then at the climax of the music I jumped out.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

I looked at Edward and Alice’s faces in the front row. They know that I know and that Jasper knows. Edward looked hurt beyond repair and Alice looked shocked.


What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

To say the least everyone loved the song. I walked off the stage and out to my bus and was immediately surrounded by reporters. I brushed them away and climbed in. As I was taking out my hair I heard a knock but I didn’t answer thinking that it was Edward or Alice.

“Bella, we just want to talk to you,” I was right. It was those two backstabbing vampires.

“No, I don’t want to talk to my old best friend and make up artist and my second time dumping me ex-fiancé. That’s right. Alice, you are fired and Edward, since I can’t fire you, STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!” After I had yelled the last part I opened the door for one second and threw the ring at him. Again.

A couple minutes later there was a softer knock along with two soft hellos. It was Jasper and Jake. I opened the door and they climbed in. I was still crying as they tried to comfort me. I couldn’t stop. Not to ask Jake why he was in Denver. Not to tell them thanks. Not even to change out of the dress.

All was fine until they decided to leave. Jake hugged me and Jasper gave me a light kiss and a last try at calming me. Whether it was his kiss or his power that calmed me I do not know.

All I knew was that the break-up of the “hottest couple in Hollywood” would be all over the media tomorrow, because my yelling was overheard my several if not all of the reporters, and that someone was in my bus.

It was a certain bronze haired stalking vampire who was begging for forgiveness. I did the only thing I could think of.

I pushed him out of the bus when he tried to comfort me and told him I never wanted to see him ever again.

“Hollywood’s cutest couple- Tiana Santiago and Tony Masen- have broken up under unknown circumstance,” said the TV newscaster “Tiana sang a song in Denver titled What Hurts The Most that points towards the fact that Tony might have cheated on her. Further sources confirm this and….”

I watched the TV and felt horrible since the news caster was completely correct and I still had to survive the rest of the tour until I could get away from my backstabbing ex-fiancé and ex-best friend.