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Weightless

Summary:
Bella just wants to feel weightless. From discovering something her parents kept from her whole family to her brothers death. not only to mention two groups of people are closing in on her. The very two groups she's been trying to avoid. SEQUAL TO ALL ALONE, WELL ALMOST


Notes:
Hello! It's me. Now this story here is a cross over between Twilight and Mortal Instruments series!!!! Sadly i don't own either series. *tear tear* But oh well.


1. One year.

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Edward’s P.O.V

It’s been a year. A whole year since we not only lost Dominic, but Bella to. This has been probably one of the worst years ever, it has been empty. Nothing to really keep us going; maybe this is how Bella felt when she lost Dominic. But I don’t really think we’ll ever feel a loss that strong no matter how much we miss both of them. We all had taken turns to look for Bella. Alice and I had spent the most time looking. But still, we all looked. Honestly we had tried to save Dominic. But every time we got somewhat close to finding James, and Victoria (who had Dominic) they would flee. They seemed to have a gift for avoiding us. Just like Bella. It seemed impossible to find her. Well, I guess spending four years avoiding vampires you get pretty good at it. I had given up hope about a week ago. She’d disappeared. Not only from the earth (we couldn’t find anything on her, no places where she went nothing) but from the future. Whenever Alice tried to foresee Bella’s future went blank. She was dead. That was the only excuse. But how come we hadn’t heard anything about someone finding a dead young woman? She deserved to be found. So, maybe I haven’t given up. But everyone in my family believes I have. I only hoped I wouldn’t fail in finding her. It was Alice who broke my train of thought.

“It’s time to go visit Dominic,” she whispered. She was wearing all black. I nodded and stood up.

Bella’s P.O.V

I lay in my bed. This wasn’t going to be a good day. I could feel it. Like how you can feel a cold coming on, well I have an odd feeling that can I can tell if it’s going to be a bad day or not. Maybe it had to do with the fact that today had bee exactly a year since I lost my brother and walked out on the Cullen’s or I was just going to have a really bad day for no real reason. Oh well. Then my door crashed open. I sat up and was greeted by Izzy.

“I hope you know you are not spending the whole day moping around in here. Clary- who I finally convinced to ditch Jace for a day- and I are going shopping. You’re coming with because well, one depression does not look good on you and two we all need new outfits for Magnus’s party tomorrow.” Izzy said. I sat up and glared at her.

“Oh yes, because every year on the day Max died you’re just full of energy!” I snapped. Izzy flinched and walk out. I lied back down but as soon as I did that I felt cold water being poured all over me. I shot up and screeched. Izzy stood there smiling at me. I groaned. If she wasn’t one of my best friends and I didn’t owe her so much I’d beat her butt.

After I left the Cullen’s I decided to go to New York. I wondered around, with no penny to my name when I saw Izzy. She was sitting with a Clary, Jace, and Alec in front of this huge very out of place cathedral. I stared in shock for a few seconds before I saw the curious looks they were all giving me. I stared right back. For the first time since I let them take Dominic I glared right back. Then Izzy (who at the time had no name to me and was just a pretty girl sitting in an odd place) had stood up and asked if I could see them. I had laughed and said of course. The four teenagers stared in shock at me. Then I heard Alec (who at the time also had no name and was just a teenager guy) muttered something along the lines of not another one! Then Izzy skipped over to me and pulled me towards the cathedral. For the first time in a while I immediately trusted someone and willingly went with them. Don’t ask why but I had. And those little steps between the sidewalk and to the gate of the institute had changed my life more then anything had.

Edward’s P.O.V

“I’ve missed you buddy,” Emmett whispered to the little grave stone we’d set up for Dominic. We had a picture of him in Bella in front of it. We tried to visit weekly, but this was the first time my whole family had visited it all together. All of us nodded in agreement except Rosalie. Even after Bella and Dominic had left she still didn’t like either of them for some reason. I walked forward and knelt in front of the grave.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry I couldn’t protect you or your sister.” I whimpered. Alice knelt down next to me, and then she buried her face in my shoulder and began to sob (well not really because we can’t cry but still).

“It’s not your fault!” she cried. I nodded my head to comfort her but I didn’t believe that. If I hadn’t been as stupid as to let my feelings out and kiss Bella we wouldn’t have lost either of them. I don’t know how long we all sat there, wrapped in silence but I had a feeling it’s been a while when we stood up. I miss them. Was basically the thought on everyone’s mind (except for Rose she really couldn’t care less). Then suddenly Alice stopped. After a few minutes she turned to me.

“Why did your future disappear, and why are you going to New York?!” Alice asked panicked.

Bella’s P.O.V

Manage me I'm a mess
Turn a page, I'm a book
Half unread

I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with, just because

I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough

Well I'm stuck in this fucking rut
Waiting on a second hand pick me up
And I'm over, getting older

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

Make believe that I impress
That every word
By design
Turns a head

I wanna feel reckless
I wanna live it up, just because

I wanna feel weightless
Cause that would be enough

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

This could be all that I've waited for
(Waited, I've waited for)
And this could be everything
I don't wanna dream anymore

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I've been going crazy
I'm stuck in here

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year(it's gonna be my year)
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere(go nowhere)
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear(everything I fear)
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

I sang along to my favorite song. It was called Weightless by All Time Low. I was in my room getting ready. The song was on repeat so when I finished getting ready I opened the door to my room and began singing at the top of my lungs and dancing down the hall.