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it is a poem about Bella not wanting to remember but terrified to forget it uses my favorite quote forbidden to remember terrified to forget it is a hard line to walk enjoy and rate and comant OH BEFORE I FORGET THIS ALL BELONGS AND IS DEDACATED TO THE WONDERFUL AUTHUR OF THE TWILIGHT SERIES STEPHANIE MEYER YAEH ON WITH THE POEM OF DISPARE


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memories flood my brain.
i want to push them away
but what if i forget
what if i forget the way his voice sounded
or that precious day in our meadow
the hard plates of his chest
the first kiss
these memories cause me so much pain
not at the moment they happened
but when i found out the truth
these memories weren't as sweet as i thought
sometimes i find myself looking over to the table were i first saw them were i first saw him
an angel to good for me
hoping they will show up a miracle
i wish for one more kiss from him
one more i love you even if it is a lie
i have to remember to keep from forgetting
why is it i feel him every where i go?
it will be as if i never existed
i am forever altered
i will never be the same
i don't remember before him
i wish that goodbye wasn't forever
i wish to hate him
to curse at his name
but i can't because i still love him
love is forever they say
but when you live forever that dosn't mean much
but to me it does
i need him to feel whole
why is it that i feel this way i should be able to hate but i can't
i am afraid
i admit it i am afraid to lose him
because with every memory i lose a piece of me
forbidden to remember terrified to forget
it is a hard line to walk
-Bella Swan-