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A Change of Heart

Summary:
This is set during New Moon, and Edward never came back. Bella finds herself questioning her feelings for Jake and trying to decide if she should take their relationship to the next level.


Notes:
I don't own these characters obviously! But I do enjoy writing about them :)


5. Chapter 5-Tonight's the night?

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“Bella, Bella...babe?” I was being shaken lightly by Jacob and my eyes slowly opened.

“Hmm?” I yawned. I expected to wake up on the blanket on the beach that I

had fallen asleep on..but instead I was on Jake’s couch. “Oh no! What time is it?” I shot straight up.

“It’s midnight,” For some reason, Jake was laughing.

“I gotta go! Charlie is gonna kill me, and why are you laughing?!!” I must’ve looked crazy the way I was pacing erratically.

“Because, I called Charlie and told him that you had fallen asleep on the couch, and asked him if you could just stay here tonight. It’s all taken care of.” He smiled and I relaxed slightly.

“He was really okay with that?” I questioned, because that didn’t sound like the Charlie I knew. Letting his daughter spend the night at her boyfriend’s house, just because she fell asleep on the couch.

“He trusts us Bells. Although, I don’t think he should.” he grinned and pulled me down onto the couch with him. I leaned up to kiss him but instead, he kissed me on the forehead. “I woke up up to ask you something...” he seemed hesitant.

“What is it?” I asked curiously

“Do you...want..to spend the night with me?” he looked down at the floor

nervously. It was so cute.

“I thought that was already the plan.”

“No but I mean..spend the night..in my bed with me.”

“Jake, you’re acting as if we haven’t done that before.” I teased but he still looked serious. I reached out to stroke his cheek lightly, and I lifted his chin so he was looking me in the eyes. “What’s up babe?”

“I uh..nevermind..let’s go to sleep. I’m so sorry I woke you up. I love you.” He leaned down to kiss me but I stopped him.

“Tell me what you want Jake. Please?” I made a little pout and he couldn’t help but smile.

“Ahh you’re so damn cute. Okay but just..don’t feel pressured okay? I want to go at the pace that you want..but it’s so hard to slow things down when I’m around you..and when you have this effect on my body. But I was wondering if..we could be together..completely together, tonight..” he finished his request and looked at me expectantly. I blushed deeply as I realized what he was asking.

“You, want to have sex with me.” I stated.

“Baby, I just want every part of you. I don’t want anything keeping us apart. I want to feel all of you from the inside out. And no I don’t want to have sex with you, I want to make love to you.” Even though I often thought the term

“making love” was rather cheesy, when he said it, my heart melted. “But if you want to wait, I would still be the happiest man alive. I assure you.” I could tell that he really meant it too. I took a second to process it all and come up with my response.

“Jake, I do want that. I want you so much it hurts. I want to feel every part of you, and make you come inside of me.” He started leaning in enthusiastically and I knew this next part was going to hurt him.

“But..I don’t think we should rush into that. I have no doubt in my mind and body that I want to be with you in that way, but I think we should maybe have our first time, when Billy isn’t asleep in the same house.” at that he chuckled and I was relieved.

“You’re completely right, it was just wishful thinking. I agree that it should happen when there are no parents around, because I want to make you moan and scream without having to worry about anyone overhearing.” I shivered at that thought and I felt wetness pool between my legs.

“Will you still sleep in my bed with me?” he asked hopefully.

“Of course I will, there’s nowhere else I’d rather be.” He gave me a shirt and some boxers to sleep in and we cuddled together in his bed. His warmth was overpowering. He had the most amazing effect on my body. I was so turned on just by feeling him up against me. We kissed passionately, our tongues playing, and our lips pressing together softly. I was unbelievably wet.

“Mmmm, you smell so ready for me.” he moaned.

“Wait...what?!” I was suddenly nervous.

“Bella calm down, it’s just that..the whole wolf thing makes my sense of smell ridiculously good..and well, when you’re wet, I can smell it.” he said matter-of-factly.

“Ummm I don’t know how I feel about that. Is it..a good smell?” I almost didn’t want to hear the answer.

“Believe me when I say, it’s one of the best smells I have ever smelled Bella. It’s mouthwatering, and makes you irresistible to me.” his eyes were full of desire. I couldn’t help but chuckle in my head. For Edward, my blood was irresistible, and for Jacob it was...that?!

“Ha, I find that a little hard to believe but okay.”

“It amazes me that you don’t know how damn sexy you are.” he said as he started kissing down my neck. I moaned a little, and he began to reach inside of his huge shirt that I was wearing. I instinctively began to run my hand along the planes of his stomach and inched slowly toward the waistband of his shorts. We began touching and rubbing each other all over and our breathing became heavier. I sat up and pulled off my shirt and climbed on top of him. I could feel how hard he was and it was pressing right where I wanted it to. All I could think about was how freaking amazing it would feel with him inside me.

“Jake I changed my mind. I want you. Now. Make love to me.” I stated.

“Bells, you’re just caught up in the moment. I know you want things to be different.” he groaned as I rubbed myself against him.

“Please baby, please put your cock inside me.” I almost begged.

“Damn it Bella stop this, you know I can’t resist you.”

“You don’t have to resist me, I’m yours, take me Jacob.” with a grunt he pushed me onto the bed and got on top of me. I thought I was getting what I wanted.

“Since you can’t behave, it looks like I’m going to have to take control here.” he pulled off my shorts and put his head between my legs. Suddenly things started getting out of focus, as that familiar, wonderful pressure began building inside of me.