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Undone

Summary:
Songfic:

Ever wonder what Jacob thought during New Moon? Undone describes it perfectly. Takes place during New Moon during the first few days that Bella starts seeing Jake.


Notes:
A/N: Jacob character belongs to SM. Undone belongs to Carolina Liar, the best alternative band out there! Partial lyrics towards the end from When The World Comes Down by AAR. Love 'em too! And of course, some of the last part is from This Boy by The Beatles. Jake's POV.


1. Undone

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Lay down where it's warm

Shed your burden

You got nowhere to be but here

Broken and shattered. Trying desperately to hold herself together. The pain was visible and it ran deep.

It's what you always wanted.

Wishful thinking

It's not a bad dream

The way she slouched sometimes. Or hugged herself. All his fault. Who would hurt her. Her! She that was so innocent, so sweet. So caring.

I'm right here when you come undone

It's a perfect day, just to disappear away

To forget what brought you here

Her warm eyes show the sadness. She no longer smiles. Sometimes, for minutes on end, she gazes at really, nothing, trying to forget him. She frowns too much. I need to see her smile.

Don't you know

I'm right here

will you come undone

with me?

A zombie. She only lives to make Charlie see that she's not crazy. But he sees through it. And so do I. I will help her. I will never hurt her.

In time you're gonna find

All that nature's certain

You're exactly where you wanted to be

He's haunting her. She can't let go. She can't see. She's blinded by him. I'm right here, and always will be.

You're only what you are

And life is just an ocean

It's not a bad dream

What do I do? She's reckless. She needs my help. She's improving. When she smiles, the skies open up and the world is a better place.

I'm right here when you come undone

It's a perfect day, just to disappear away

To forget what brought you here

That bastard. He hurt her along. They were never meant for each other. It was wrong from the start. And now, he went to the extremes. She might never recover.

Don't you know

I'm right here,

will you come undone

with me?

She's wound up over everything. It's as if she's waiting for him to arrive and sweep her off her feet. That will never happen. If I ever lay eyes on him again, he will regret it.

Come undone

I'm right here

Come undone with me

I'm her last choice. She'd rather use me than wallow in her pain and fear. Can't she see. I love her. She deserves better. Better than him.

Come undone

I'm right here

Come undone with me

When it rains, she's sad. It reminds her of him. Everything does. She can't even say his name. It's terrible. She's not really here. She's off in some land, picturing all the "what if's".

Lay down where it's warm

Shed your burden

It ain't a a bad dream

She can't breathe sometimes. She gasps for air and life. She's still in denial. I'll always be here. To hold her through everything. Everything to come.

It's a perfect day,

just to disappear away

To forget what brought you here

She's so fragile. She's so weak. I've got to be there for her. Otherwise, she might fail.

Don't you know

I'm right here

will you come undone with me..

I'll be there. When the world comes down. I'll be there. She doesn't understand. She just wants to wait for him. I'm the only she has. I'll be the one beside her when the world comes down. I'm just as messed up as she is. I wasn't looking for anything. But I think that I might've found something in her. Love.

Come undone with me.

Come undone with me.

She has a paper heart. He played with it. Way too much. And now, it's torn into a million of pieces. I tell her to breathe. She needs to think and breathe. She has nowhere to be. She needs to believe in me. She needs to see that I love. I would kill for her. She's my the only person I trust. I bet she wishes she could pinch herself, and realize that all along, she's been dreaming. To wake up and find him there. That won't happen. She needs to wake up.

I'm right here,

will you come undone

with me?

That boy took her humanity away. She's just really not here anymore. He was never good for her. I wouldn't care to live in Death Valley, as long as I was with her. I wouldn't care. I would feel the same way as her. In love. If only she knew how much I love her.