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Your Future Awaits

bannerThank you to the wonderful Oh, Mike how will I go on for this Perfect Banner!!! Go read her stories! Bella feels a strong pull towards the Czech Republic, always dreaming of a strange man on the Charles bridge that she can never reach. So when she graduates high school and gets a mysterious letter stating that her tuition to go to university in Prague has been taken care of, she follows fate towards her destiny. But once there, will she finally unravel her mysterious dreams and the stranger within, or the danger lurking beneath them? AU and yes this is a BxE, but with a few twists along the way... Rated Adult for Lemon's in the end.


19. Bon Fire Nights

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Flashback to 1774: Victor's POV-

It was the spring of 1774 when I first laid eyes upon her at the court of Versailles. She was so full of life it radiated off her and into everyone near. Her hair was unrestrained in those hideous powdered wigs women wore, and hung loosely on her back, the beautiful mahogany waves cascading like a waterfall. I would steal glances of her eyes, deep endless brown pools that would allow me to see within her soul. She was a siren, a siren calling to me. I heard through the social circles who she was. Her name was Marie Ambrosine, fitting that it meant rebellious immortal. She was well liked among everyone, yound and old alike. It was no wonder that the Dauphine de France took a liking to her as well and immediately adopted her into her cirlce.

I tried in vain to make her notice me, I'd compliment her, ignore her, send her jewels of the rarest kind, yet nothing seemed to work. She was a mystery I couldn't solve. She seemed immune to my charms, charms that never faltered me. It only spurred me on more. It wasnt't until that summer that she finally took notice, yet I was unawares. I was at a masked ball, one that was questionable in every possible way. Revelry and drunkeness abundant, as well as gluttony and adultry. But those were norms in France at the time, ces't la vie. I wandered aimlessly, waiting till I could return to court and see her the following day. I knew she would never be here, she was far to pure for this scene. And as I was in my day dreaming, my lips were captured by the softest lips imaginable. They formed to mine perfectly and moved together as if they were made fore each other. Or moment of passion was short lived however, as the crowd tore us apart, but not before the mystery woman managed to take the exotic flower from my jacket, one I had specifically ordered for the event. My mind was reeling after that night. I hated myself for craving more of this mysterious woman while I wanted Marie, but I couldn't help it.

The following day, I walked along the halls of Versailles, feeling utterly confused of what I wanted. I had decided to give up on Marie Ambrosine, accepting the fact that she would never see me, and find my mystery woman. That was until Marie Ambrosine walked by with a coy smile on her lips and the exotic flower from my jacket in her hair...



I was in the kitchen making my father and I lunch and the information I had found online wouldn't leave my mind. I had found the meaning of the word Ambrosine, and it meant immortal. That wasn't too crazy. Then I looked up the two name together, and what I found shocked me. Not only had Marie Ambrosine been a close friends of Queen Marie Antoinette, but she had lived and died during that time.

There wasn't much information on her, but there were a few things that I found interesting. One being that she died a day before she was supposed to be married. I couldn't find who her fiancee was, but I did find a portrait done of her by him. The creepy thing was, it looked just like me. She was nude, sitting facing away from the painter with a sheet wrapped around her. Her head was turned, smiling shyly back at him. The artist was known to be her lover, but no one could tell what his name was, there was just a 'V' as a signature. It was odd.

I froze when I saw her portrait, every line and shape of her face was my own. I knew that shy smile, I only used it all the time! It was beyond creepy. And what only made it worse was that the room used as the background looked eerily familiar to the room in my dream. It just wasn't making sense. My mind worked, and all I could think of was, 'Vampires are real, werewolves are real, can this be real?' Was reincarnation possible? It would explain my dreams, my feelings toward Victor, the resemblance in this portrait. I had to find out. Nothing on the internet helped me with my theory of reincarnation, it only confused me further. This was a matter I would have to bring up to someone who knew the supernatural well...

"Bella, your boyfriend's here." My dad called, peeking out the curtain.

"Thank's dad, because you couldn't make it more obvioius your spying." I mumbled. I opened the door for Edward, my breath taked away by how beautiful he looked standing there in his grey coat and shiny droplets of rain in his hair.

"Bella." He breathed, a smile playing on his lips.

"Edward." I smiled back at him, all thoughts of Marie Ambrosine out the window.

"You must be the Cullen kid." My dad came up, putting his hand out to shake Edwards hand.

"Edward Cullen, Sir." Edward shook his hand.

"I'm Chief Swan," Charlie introduced seriously, I elbowed him. "But you can call me Charlie."

"It's nice to finally meet you officially." I Edward said, smilling at me.

"Yep, it would have been nice that my daughter would have told me about you two kids dating rather thatn your father though." Charlie said, eyeing me too.

"Yeah well, you two have met now, that's what counts. So is that a baseball game I see on the TV? You two should be over there watching it." I said pushing tehm both to the couch.

"Aren't you going to watch it too Bells?" My dad asked. Edward looked at me, confusion laced on his face.

"Nope, I have a few errands to run. Beside, you guys need to bond or something, don't you?" I said, grabbing my coat and keys, rushing out the door.

As I drove towards the Cullens, I only hoped Alice saw me coming. I hadn't called her, but she was the only person I wanted to talk to about my situation right now. I would tell Edward everything later, but I really needed advice from his sister right now. I pulled into their drive way, relieved I remembered where their house was from the one time I had been here before. I got out of the cab of my truck and quickly ran up the steps of the house. Just as I was about to knock, Alice opened the door, crossing her arms over her chest.

"I just saw the talk your going to have with my brother later, you better explain, now." She said.

"Okay, where do you wanna talk." I asked, feeling guilty. I could only imagine what she saw me telling Edward.

"Everyone's gone hunting, we can talk in my room." She said leading the way. Once we got there, we sat on Alice's bed, and she looked at me expectantly.

"I had a dream... not a good one either." I said slowly, afraid to go on.

"Let me guess... A sex dream about Edward?" She smirked.

"Not about Edward." I whispered. Her face fell, and her mouth fell open, shocked at my revelation.

"Who- wait... Victor?" She asked, upset and surprised.

"Yes. I dont know why either. And it wasn't the first time either."

"It's happened before?"

"Well, not sex, but we've kissed before in my dreams. It just seems so real, like I'm remembering a memory or something. It's not jumbled the way a dream usually it. And I can feel it! My body can feel his lips on mine, his hands on me, everything. My body knows his touch!" I said, tears beginning to stream down my face.

"Shhh... Bella it's okay. You're not actually doing anything, you can't control this," Alice soothed, rubbing my back.

"I know, but I just feel so...so dirty and guilty," I said crying into my hands.

"It's okay, shh... It will be ok." She said. "I take it you came here for more though?"

"He kept calling me Marie Ambrosine, I...I looked it up. There's a portrait of her, and- and it looks just like me! She died Alice, she died in the 18th century!" Her mouth shaped like an 'o', she was just as surprised by this as I was. "What does it mean?" I asked, scared.

"I don't know Bella, I don't know."

"You can't see anything?"

"I can't see the past, only the future. And I can't see anything surrounding Victor, it's like he doesn't exist. It's just black." She explained. "Are you going to talk to Edward about this?"

"I don't want to, but Ihave to. How do you think he'll take it?"

"The future keeps changing, so I don't know. Hopefully he won't do anything rash." Alice said."Ohh..."

"What is it Alice?" I asked, I could tell she was getting a vision.

"He just asked Charlie for permission to marry you."

"What happened?" I asked, worried.

"Charlie said yes."

"Yes?" I asked shocked. I was positive he would say no, stating that I was too young.


"Wow. Thats...um great." I said, still shocked at my dad's acceptance. "So, um... should I tell Edward about the dream?"

"Yes, he deserves to know."

"I know." I said, staring out the window, dreading the talk to come.

*** Back at Bella's house***

"Hey dad, I'm home!" I called walking through the door half past 5pm.

"Hey Bells!"

"Where's Edward?" I asked, noticing I hadn't seen his Volvo in the driveway.

"He said he wanted to go freshen up before the bon fire tonight. He's a good kid, I'm happy for you." He said glancing over at me from his spot on the couch.

"Yeah, he really is. Anything exciting happen?" I asked, fishing for answers.

"Nope, just the usual. The team lost again. I'm beginning to think I should trade teams," My dad chuckled.

"Thats nice. So you and Edward got along I take it?" Still wanting some dirt on their afternoon.

"Yep." He said, turning his full attention back to the sports highlights he was watching.

"Sooo... I guess I'll just go to my room and get ready then." I mumbled, walking up the stairs. I walked into my room, feeling the chill from the air outside.

"Hey." Edward said, closing my window.

"Hey." I said smiling. "I heard your 'date' went well." I said chuckling.

"Yes it did. I asked Charlie." He said with a grin.

"What'd he say?" I asked, pretending not to know.

"I was sure Alice told you already... Anyway, he said yes."

"Wow. What was going through his mind when you asked him?"

"At first he thought about how he could cover up my murder, then once I said that I wanted to wait until after you graduated for the actual wedding he loosened up a bit." He said, shrugging his shoulders.

"Oh, you told him you wanted to wait?" I said, raising my eyebrow.

"Well, if I would have told him it was your idea, then he would have known I already asked." He said with a smirk. "Why are you not more excited?"

"I am, really, I am. ..but there's something I need to tell you." I said, feeling my good mood disappear.

"Yes?" He asked, concern laced in his voice.

"Have you noticed anything weird while I'm asleep? Be honest, I know you watch me sometimes." I asked, looking at my hands in my lap. I had decided to sit on my bed for this talk. I noticed his body stiffened.

"Should I have noticed something." He asked alittle too coldly.

"Tell me." I whispered.

"You may ahve dreamt of others aside from myself." He said quietly.

"Like Victor?" I asked, rage flickering in his eyes. I took that as a yes. "Do you know what I've dreamt about him?"

"Trysts, the opera, being in love..." He said, devoid of any feeling.


"It's okay love, I know its only your dreams. You cant control them." He said, trying to comfort me.

"But, that's the thing...I don't think they are dreams." I said slowly.


"In my dreams, he always calls me Marie Ambrosine. I googled that name and it showed a portrait of her... She looked just like me Edward." I said truthfully.

"What do you mean?" He said, confusion evident on his face.

"I think maybe I was her. What I'm saying is what if its reincarnation?"

"Reincarnation doesn't exist." He said.

"Neither do Vampires and werewolves, but you and Jake are here." I said pointing out the obvious.

"That's not funny."

"I'm serious. It's a possibility. It would explain the dreams, the connection with Victor, the similarites in the portrait."

"So what if you are!" Edward snapped. "What if you are Victor's lost love, are you going to go back to him?"

"I...I don't know. I don't want to." I said, unsure of myself. "How is it even possible for Victor to still be alive?"

"I don't know." Edward said, calming down.

"Yes... you do. Alice warned me that you would hold back. Tell me." I said, placing my hand on his forearm.

"He's not good Bella."

"Tell me."

"He's immortal."

"What?" I was totally confused now.

"Immortal, as in he can't die."


"That is the general idea."


"An elixer he made, I dont know many of the details." He explained.

"So he's the same? He's the same since I died?" I asked.

"You didn't die Bella. It's not you, Marie Ambrosine is not you!" He said, losing his cool again.

"It is me, I'm reliving the memories in my head. How can you say that it's not me." I asked, frustrated.

"Fine, if your her, then are you in love with Victor still?" He asked, pain evident in his tone. I didn't want to hurt him, be he had to know.

"..." I stayed silent, hoping he wouldn't make me answer.

"Bella? Are you?" No such luck at him changing the subject.

"Last night...I had a dream." I said looking at him guiltyly

"Yes..." He said, wanting me to continue.

"It was of Victor... we were together."

"When you say together, you mean..." he trailed off suggestively.

"Yes." I said ashamed.

"Do you feel for him?" He asked, hurt.

"I... I don't know. It's confusing." I confessed.

"You haven't done anything in real life have you?"

"NO! No. I love you now Edward, but I don't know if what I feel for Victor is real or just left over from my past life. I can't seperate the two."

"Do you love him?" He asked, contemplating something.

"My body and subconscious seem to react to him, but my heart belongs to you." I said truthfully. "Say something."

"I don't know what you want me to say." He said.

"Say anything, say you still want me." I begged, on the verge of tears.

"I'll always want you Bella. I'm just not sure whether you'll always want me. I don't want you to look back on this moment and regret the choice you choose." He said.

"I will never regret my choice to be with you!"

"Bella, you loved him and you died with that love. Your feelings will come back eventually, and you will be in love with him again. You'll be in love with 2 people, that situation will not bode well, I don't want to see you in pain."

"What...what are you saying?" I sniffled.

"You need to make a choice, but not until you have all the facts and are sure of your options. I love you and always will, but so does he. As much as I hate to say it, you need to see him and talk to him and get all the facts and answers about your old life, before you can make a decision."

"But I want you!" I said.

"Yes, now you do. But you might change your mind once he has had a chance to explain and tell you what he can offer you."

"I don't want to."

"I want you to go see him Bella. I want you to make an educated decision. I want to be sure you knew all your options and chose what made you happy." He explained.

"So, does that mean the engagement is off?" I asked.

"Not unless you want it to be. I will always want to marry you, and I want you to keep your ring as a reminder of my love for you. But once you've talked to Victor, and if you decide he is what you want, I will understand if you return it."

"Your mothers ring." I corrected.

"It's yours. It's always been yours."

"Well, I'm keeping it on, and I will marry you Edward, despite the fact that you think I won't." I said, getting up on my knees to pull his lips toward me. I kissed him gently at first, tasting his sweetness on my lips. Then I fisted a fistfull of his hair and I more forcefully attacked his lips with my own.

"I hope you're right." He said chuckling. "I would dearly miss your lips. Come on love, we've got a bonfire to attend, and an engagement to announce." he said, lifting himself off the bed.

"Fine." I grumbled, missing his lips.

"Bella, just so you know... I'l always be there fighting. Fighting for you, your heart, even your soul. I love you Isabella Marie Swan." He said before kissing my forehaed and leaping out the window. At least I knew he wasn't giving up. I needed him to fight, in case I lost my sense in this ridiculous love triangle.

"Are you nervous Love?" Edward asked as me pulled up to Mike Newton's house for the bon fire.

"A little." I admitted. I was just about to see all my friends from high school and tell them I was engaged, who wouldn't be nervous.

"It'll be fine Bella. I only see you doing...3 embarrasing things tonight." Alice giggled from the back seat.

"Remind me why we brought Alice along?" I joked with Edward.

"Hey!." Alice yelled, climbing out of the car.

"Just kidding Alice!" I called out to her. Edward came to my door, helping me out of his Volvo. "So are you going to tell me what embarrasing things I'm gonna do?"



"She's blocking me out by reciting Britney Spears in dutch, backwards." He said with a sigh.

"Great." I said, walking up the steps to Mike's front door. We knocked, standing a couple feet away from the door. I could hear shuffling inside, and then a very cheerful Mike opening up the door.

"Bella!" He exclaimed, only to look at my two guests. "You brought...friends." He said, less than enthusiastic.

"Yep. Hey Mike, it's good to see you." I said, walking through the door. Unfortunatly, I didn't see the step, so my shoe caught on it and I fell forward, straight into Mike's arms.

"Whoa there missy." He said as he caught me, then giving me an awkward hug. Just my luck, Jessica walked over and rose an eyebrow as she took in the scene.

"Bella." She greeted coldly. "I see you've said hi to my finacee." He smiled fakely. I could hear Alice snicker behind me and whisper "One".

"Yeah, sorry I fell, and Mike caught me...Then hugged me... Guys this is Alice and Edward. Edward and I are engaged." I rattled off too quickly for anyone to catch the information.

"What? Engaged? To who?" Everyone said, gathering around to hear the news.

"Ummm... Edward, Edward Cullen. Were getting married." I said, wrapping my arm around Edward. He only smiled and extended his hand out to meet everyone. After introductions were made between Alice and Edward and my friends, we all went outside to the fire.

"Wow, Bella's engaged... small world huh that it was a Cullen who finally nabbed her." I heard Mike grumble to Tyler.

"Dude, you've got Jessica, stop complaining." Tyler shot back. I couldn't help but smile.

"So Angela, I've missed you. Anything new in Seattle?" I asked, snuggling up to Edward.

"Ben and I are moving in together actually." She beamed at me.

"Yea, thanks for making me look bad guys. Now I gotta go find a ring." Ben joked next to her, wrapping his arm around her shoulder.

"You could always do what Bella and I are doing. Wait till after graduation for the wedding." Edward said next to me.

"Not us, Jessica want's a June wedding." Mike sighed, sitting next to me in a lawn chair.

"Awww... What colors are you two going with? You know, an all white wedding seems like it's going to be the fashion statement of the season..." Alice prattled on to Jessica. They immersed themselves in wedding talk, as Angela, Ben, Mike, Edward and I talked about life so far.

"So Bella, any plans on coming back to Forks?" Mike asked, leaning towards me. I retreated further into Edward's side.

"Nope, not really. I like it up in Prague." I said. "So when are you going to come visit me in Prague Angela?"

"I don't know, spring break maybe?"

"Yeah! I'm supposed to visit my mom for a few days then, but maybe you can come up for a week?" I asked, eager for someone to visit me in my new home.

"Of course!"

"So Edward... How'd you manage to land Bella here?" Mike asked, tactlessly.

"What's that supposed to mean Mike?" I asked, irritated. I could tell Mike had some alcohol, and he was becoming an ass.

"You know... you never went for any of the guys here, me included, you were so focused on school and books. Just wondering what it took to get your attention."

"Well, he was charming, respectful, intelligent, intellectual...everything you really aren't. I think I covered everything." I said sarcastiacally, trying to joke it off.

"Touchy touchy... geeze." He said chuckling. "Hahaha... remember graduation and you fell off the stage right after you shook the Principal's hand! That was hilarious!" He said, laughing, earning a laugh from Tyler and Lauren too.

"Two." Alice giggled from across the fire.

"It wasn't my fault that my gown was mis-ordered and it was 5 inches too long!" I blushed, rememebring that horrible moment. Jessica came over and tried to sit on Mike's lap, but he wouldn't let her.

"Babe, you know these chairs can't hold the both of us." He whined.

"But I want to snuggle, lets go and sit on the bench over there so we can sit together." She begged.

"You go ahead, I wanna stay here." he said, brushing her off.

"Wow, no wonder Bella went for my brother instead of you." Alice said when Jessica was out of earshot.

"What? Why?" He asked.

"Well my brother would have never done what you just did to your finacee. You know, on their first date, he recited Romeo and Juliet in her ear!" She said, telling the group.

"Aww.. that's so sweet!" Angela swooned. "Tell me more?"

"That's it, I'm gonna go have some fun with the GUYS." Mike exclaimed, rising from his seat. Angela quickly got up and took his seat, motioning for ben to move his closer.

"I thought he'd never leave." She said.

"Wow, Jessica sure picked a winner." I said.

"You know he always wanted you. Too bad he still tried even though he's engaed." She said sadly.

"Don't remind me." I said.

"So what else did you do to sweep our Bella here off her feet?" Angela asked Edward. He hugged me closer, ready to tell her stories.

"Well, our first date was actually to see Shakespeare in the park, that's where the whispering in her ear came from. And, uh...I made her a fireworks display. It cost my brother alot to help me with that." He chuckled, remembering the damage he did to Emmetts jeep no doubt.

"Aww..." She said.

"Yep, and Edward even closed off the Charles Bridge to have a romantic dinner in the center with live music and candles everywhere!" Alice chimed in.

"No freakin way! That is sooo amazing! Ben took us to the space needle for dinner on our anniversay you know. It was soo romantic. He rented a limo and everything!" She gushed. "It was no Charles Bridge, but it was amazing."

"Aww, Ben. I told you she'd love it!" I said.

"Wait, you knew?!"

"Yep, he called asking for advice. And I told him you loved pearls..."

"No wonder I loved the necklace he gave me. I hadn't thought I told him about pearls. Thank you best friend." She smiled at me.

"You're welcome Bridesmaid." I said.

"What!?!" She all but shrieked.

"Will you be a bridesmaid?" I asked shyly, blushing at her reaction. Angela was usually so reserved, but hearing her shriek was sort of a shock.

"Of course!" She said, jumping out of her chair and coming to hug me, so I got up too. But just my luck, she lunged alittle too hard and knocked me back on my butt, right on a small puddle of mud. "Oh my god Bella, I'm sooo sorry!" She apologized.

"It's okay." I said, not wanting to touch the wet mud on my pants.

"Hey, I have some extra pants in my car, I'll go get them." She said, rushing to her car. I followed her, wanting to change quickly. the cold air was hitting the dampness and it was freezing. She pulled them out, and to my horror, they were yellow skinny BUYS YELLOW SKINNY JEANS!?! But because Angela was 2 sizes bigger than I was, she leant me a belt too. "Sorry they're yellow, they were for a theme party I went to. I was going to get rid of them."

"Uhm... thanks Angela... I'll go change..." I said, walking back to the bathroom. I rolled my jeans into a ball and placed them in the back of my truck, and walked back to the party. Everyone looked at me and burst out laughing. I didn't blame them... I was wearing blue keds, a green henley, a tan parka, a purple scarf, a red belt...and yellow pants! I looked like a rainbow.

"Three." Alice burst out laughing, holding her stomach. I sat next to Edward again, who was also trying to hold in his own laughter.

"What did I miss?" I asked, trying to change the subject.

"Nothing. Where's the leperchaun and my gold?" He asked, a smirk creeping into his beautiful face.

"What?" I asked, confused by his question.

"Well, I thought when you found a rainbow, there was supposed to be a pot of gold and a leperchaun." He said, laughter escaping his mouth.

"Shut it." I mumbled, causing everyone to laugh.

"Ready to go love?" Edward asked. The fire was starting to die down and I wanted to go home.

"Yep." I said, making my way around the fire, saying my goodbyes and making a date to see Angela before break was over.


"That was fun." Alice said in the car.

"You could have warned me to bring extra pants." I said.

"But then it wouldn't have been 3."

"Uh huh. Wait, where are we going?" I asked, noticing we drove past the turn off to my house.

"Our house Love." Edward said.

"Why?" I was confused...again.

"Because I told Charlie you were going to spend the night with me so that I wouldn't be alone." Alice explained.

"But your not alone. You have Edward."

"Charlie thinks my family and Edward are going up to Seattle tonight to take care of some business, but I wanted to stay home. They're expected back tomorrow."

"So you lied to my father?" I asked Edward, raising an eyebrow at him with a smile on my face.

"Sorry Love. It was the only way I could get you all to myself tonight." He smiled back at me.

"But Alice will be there." I said.

"I won't be a party pooper, I'm going to meet up with the rest of the family and hunt for a little while. We'll be back tomorrow around noon." She said as we pulled into the driveway. "See ya." And with those last words, Alice was gone.

"Hmm... So what do you have planned for me Edward?" I tried saying seductively, and failing miserably.

"Well... I plan on making you forget all about that dream, and give you something else to dream about." He all but growled at me, sending shivers down my spine. He started walking slowly around the car, over to where I was standing.

"Real--really? Like what?" I stuttered, backing up.

"I plan on eliciting such pleasure, that you won't even remember Victor Scarling's name by the time I'm done with you." He said smoothly, a smirk on his face. I blushed, imagining all the things he could, and possibly might do...

"Well, let's not wait any longer shall we..." I said, walking up the steps of his porch and waiting for him to unlock the door.

"Bella.." He groaned, picking me up and swiftly flying up the stairs to his room, a blur of white the only thing I could see.

"Why do you have a bed? I thought you didn't sleep?" I asked as he placed me back on my feet. I threw my parka on the floor, the warmth of the heater making me hot.

"Um... Alice bought this for me. She said we might need it." He said looking away. If he could have blushed, I'm sure he would have like I was.

"Oh..." I said quietly. We stood there awkwardly, looking at his bed, neither one of us moving. I decided to take the first step, wanting to see how far we could take tonight. I walked over to his bed, and crawled to the center of it sitting on the comforter facing him. I slowly took off both of my shoes, then socks, and went to work on the buttons of my henley. I inwardly thanked myself for removing my parka when Edward had put me down earlier. I looked up at Edward, wanting to see why he hadn't moved yet. He stared at me, a hunger in his eyes I had only seen once before, the night he proposed and I was lying under him on my couch. I ripple of lust flowed through my body, remembering that night. I finally reached the last button and I slid it off my shoulders. I was now in a black cami that I had put on underneath. My fingers went to the belt I was wearing, shaking with the nervousness flowing through my veins. I locked eyes with Edward, raising an eyebrow.

"You're not planning on being a voyeur tonight are you, because I'm not sure I'm okay with that." I joked. The only response I got was a growl before he pounced and was inches away from me.

"Bella... I... I want you." He said, inwardly fighting with himself.

"Then take me." I said, crushing my lips to his, my hands tangling themselves in his hair...

(Song for this part of the chapter is... The night will go as follows- The Spill Canvas)