PrefaceWhy my sister wanted to come back to Forks, I don’t know.
Why, she fell in love with that boy, I don’t know.
Why these terrible things happen to her, I don’t know.
I do know one thing she is happy with him that’s all I could want from him, to make her happy for the rest of eternity. But then he had to go and break her heart, shatter it, leave the pieces there for someone else to clean up. He hurt her to save her. I just don’t understand the workings of his mind.
Just when things got better, they got worse, she disappeared for three days and came back in his arms. Completely forgiving him. She was happy again. He promised to proved to her that he truly loved her and only her. I her twin sister knows that she knows that he loves her and only her.
This is their story from my eyes I will not downplay it. There is pain, hatred, love, vengeance, drama, and passion. My sister may have a different viewing of how these things happened, but that’s her perspective, this is mine. Bella has a twin, her name is Lillian Swan. Lillian stayed behind when Renee fled from Forks. She has lived with Charlie her whole life. She loves Forks. Then her twin Bella Swan wants to come down and stay for the rest of high school. Lillian moves to the attic so Bella can have her own room, she then notices there's a hole in the floor boards. What secrets will be revaled because of that hole? Read to find out!
Preface Why my sister wanted to come back to Forks, I don’t know. Why, she fell in love with that boy, I don’t know. Why these terrible things happen to her, I don’t know. I do know one thing she is happy with him that’s all I could want from him, to make her happy for the rest of eternity. But then he had to go and break her heart, shatter it, leave the pieces there for someone else to clean up. He hurt her to save her. I just don’t understand the workings of his mind. Just when things got better, they got worse, she disappeared for three days and came back in his arms. Completely forgiving him. She was happy again. He promised to proved to her that he truly loved her and only her. I her twin sister knows that she knows that he loves her and only her. This is their story from my eyes I will not downplay it. There is pain, hatred, love, vengeance, drama, and passion. My sister may have a different viewing of how these things happened, but that’s her perspective, this is mine.
5. Chapter 5-Why Does My Life Have To Be So Complicated?
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Like I said before today is going to be hell. It’s going to be hell because Edward Cullen finally decided to show his face. As much as I hate to admit it I was relieved, because Bella is taking it out on herself for his disappearance. Let me start at the beginning of today shall I? Alright here goes nothing.
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I woke up early this morning and lucky for Bella the rain ceased . . . for now. In English Mike sits next to Bella. He seems to have an impeccable amount of guts. There was a pop quiz on Wuthering Heights . . . very easy . . . Blah Blah Blah . . . . then somewhere between 1st period and lunch it started snowing. Bella hates snow, I knew her day would turn out crappy somehow I just had a ‘feeling’ . Though everyone else seemed happy it was the first snowfall of the new year, and as soon as the white stuff stuck people were lobbing huge mounds of it at each others heads. Bella kept her binder in her arms at all times just in case someone decided to lob one at her if I say so myself the look on her face was pretty funny. Then came lunch time . . .
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We walked into the cafeteria and headed towards the lunch line to purchase our food. I noticed that Bella glanced out of habit to the Cullen’s I did the same. Much to my dismay Edward was sitting with his family. I started thinking of ways to either reassure Bella that she did nothing wrong last week, or help her escape biology. It seemed Bella was in the same trance. Then Jessica broke both of our stares.
“Hello? What do you two want?” Bella looked down at the counter. I faintly noticed the blush that inhabited her cheeks.
“What’s wrong with those two.” Mike asked Jessica.
“Nothing.” We said at the same time. “Just twin crap.” I said.
“I think I’ll just get a soda today.” Bella said.
“Aren’t you hungry?”
“No, actually I think I feel a little sick.” Bella said. I glanced at her she looked perfectly fine to me. Maybe Cullen is getting to her head. After we got our food we walked to the table.
“Cullen getting to your head?” I asked her quietly so no one would hear.
“Er . . . . I . . . um . . . . yes.”
“Bella you know you did nothing wrong, Edward Cullen just has a bad sense of character.” She smiled weakly. She seemed really anxious and as the lunch period dragged on Bella talked less and less and got deeper and deeper in thought. I watched Edward Cullen carefully. He seemed nice enough today, at least he’s not glaring.
When the lunch period was over we got up and walked towards the door it was raining. Effectively washing any trace of snow. Out of the corner of my eye I saw her smile.
When we walked into the biology room I looked at Bella’s lab table it was currently empty. Bella quickly sat down, pulled out her notebook, and started idly doodling on it. I sat down, and stared at the door so when he walked I could glare at him and hopefully he would get the message that I’m not in any mood for his poor mood.
A few minutes later after staring at the door he walked in and gave me one quick look then swiftly sat in his seat. He didn’t glare at her like last week which left me utterly confused. Bella didn’t spare him a glance. She kept her eyes on whatever she was doodling.
“Hello.” Edward said quietly, so quietly I almost didn’t hear him. There was nothing but friendliness in his voice. He was leaning as far away as he could from Bella but his chair was angled toward her. His hair looked soaking wet and disheveled any other normal girl would find that extremely hot, but I couldn’t stomach it. Last week he was . . . well there’s no word to explain how he acted, and here he is being all sweet and kind. Ugh! It’s sickening.
“My name is Edward Cullen, I didn’t have a chance to introduce myself last week. You must be Bella Swan.” I had to strain to hear what he said, and here we go with the kind act. Or maybe just maybe it’s not an act.
“H-how do you know my name?” Bella stammered. He laughed softly.
“Oh I think everyone knows your name. The whole town’s been waiting for you to arrive.”
“No, I meant, why did you call me Bella?”
“Do you prefer Isabella?” He asked confused.
“No, I like Bella, but I think Charlie --- I mean my dad ---- must call me Isabella behind my back ---- that’s what everyone seems to know me as.” I was begging to feel suspicious.
‘What is he up to?’ I asked myself.
“Oh.” He said. He didn’t say anything else.
Mr. Banner called class to order, and explained the lab that we would be doing. It was fairly easy, well to me. I read ahead of all my books when I’m bored, I know it’s weird but it’s what I do. So you can say I know what I’m looking for. I tuned to my partner and we started. I decided to leave what they talk about to themselves.
We finished fairly quickly with the assignment, I did most of the thinking. Curiosity got the best of me and I decided to listen back into their conversation.
Look I know what you’re thinking ‘Is she like some freaky stalker person?’ no, I’m not I just care about my sister, and it would be just awkward if I ask her what he said. When I looked over they were already done with the assignment and were talking quietly to themselves.
“- He doesn’t play well. Strictly minor league. He moves around a lot.” I tried to think of what in the world she could be talking about. As I was trying to catch up with their conversation they continued talking.
“And your mother sent you here so she could travel with him.” Edward said, it wasn’t a sentence more of an assumption. Then it hit me. She was talking about Phil and her life in Phoenix.
“No, she did not send me here. I sent myself.” Her head lifted in stubbornness. So like her.
“I don’t understand.” He said this in pure frustration. She sighed.
“She stayed with me at first but that made her unhappy. So I decided to spend some time with Charlie.” Bella sounded sad and defeated.
“But now you’re unhappy.” Edward said. He seemed depressed and sad at this thought. Why would he be?
“And?” She asked.
“That doesn’t seem fair.” She laughed a laugh that had absolutely no humor in it at all.
“hasn’t anyone ever told you that life isn’t fair?” She asked bitterly.
“I believe I have heard that before.” He said quietly, obviously deep in thought. He said this so quietly that I almost didn’t hear him. I observed them closely he was staring at her like with interest. Just then Mr. Banner broke me away from concentration effectively pulling me out of what is left of their conversation.
“So Lillian are you finished with the lab already?”
‘No dip I’m finished, do you see me working with the slides?’ I thought. Though I can’t say that I’d get in trouble so I looked up at him smiled a sickly sweet smile.
“Yes Mr. Banner, I am finished sir.”
“Did you let Mr. Jacobs a chance at the microscope?” out of the corner of my eye I saw a very upset Bella that was clearly annoyed.
“Yes sir he identified a few of the slides.” I answered politely.
“Well that’s good then.” He said then walked away to look at the other kids work, muttering something under his breath. A few minutes later he called the class to order to illustrate the transparencies on the projector. Then finally the bell rang, Edward Cullen was out the door just as quickly as last Monday. I glanced at Bella she seemed dazed, amazed and frustrated at the same time. I grabbed my stuff and quickly hurried to her side.
“Hey” She said as we walked quietly to gym. Unfortunate for us Mike found his way to our sides.
“Cullen seemed nice enough today.” He commented
“I wonder what was with him last Monday.” She commented. That was about it for conversation.
Today we were playing Volley Ball. God help us! Mike and I were covering Bella’s position. No need for anyone to get injured. Though Bella might need to, for an excuse to get out of gym. I was just about to bounce the ball back to the other team when an overwhelming vision over took me. Causing me to stop dead making the ball hit me in the head. Though I barley registered that part I was too focused on the image that was dancing before my eyes. Again the vision starred Edward Cullen and Bella Swan.
Bella and Edward were in a small meadow filled with beautiful wildflowers and I could faintly hear water running smoothly through the bed of a stream. It was extremely bright out, but of the shafts of sunlight I could see that it was noon.
Bella stepped into the sunlight looking completely awestruck by the sight before her. Then she abruptly turned around obviously searching for something or someone. Then her eyes rested near a tree and I could faintly see a silluete of a man. He was watching her carefully. She stepped toward the tree, then stopped. She smiled encouragingly and held out an inviting hand she took another step toward Edward and he held up his hands in warning.
Finally he sighed and the one step that separated him from the brightness of the noon day. What I saw surprised me. He was literally sparkling. SPARKLING!!!!! They were both lying in the grass of the meadow Bella seemed unaffected by the way his skin refracted the light like a prism.
Bella stroked the back of his hand. His eyes suddenly snapped open and he looked down at her and smiled.
“Don’t I scare you?” He asked curiously.
“No more than usual” she replied. He smiled brightly flashing his electric white teeth. She raised a trembling hand and ran her fingers up and down his arm. He closed his eyes again.
“Do you mind?”
“No. You can’t imagine how that feels.” She continued running her fingers up and down his arm. I had so many thoughts running through my mind by that point. Most of them were not nice at all so I don’t think I’ll tell you.
I was abruptly pulled out of the vision by a large pain in my head. I was, yet again, hit in the head by a ball. I moaned at the piercing pain but brushed it off. Again I was absent mindedly fishing off my day while lingering over this strange, bizarre, unsettling, gross, well you get my point this vision it a lot of things. I spent the rest of the afternoon trying to unravel what it all meant.
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