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bella's nightmare

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On the night of bella's birthday things get a bit hot.Alice is planning something for her birthday but all goes terribley wrong and then there is tanya who wants edward. RATED ADULT AS THERE IS SOME FLUFF AND MAYBE VIOLENCE. COME ON GUYS 544 READ AND ONLY 3 REVIEWS THANK YOU FOR THE BANNER. BANNER MADE BY ~Kiki~(emmett_lover) [banner edited by admin - banners may not be larger than 300 x 150 pixels]


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4. Chapter 4

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Chapter 4


Edward's Point of View

I had just taken Bella home, now I had to go home and talk to my family. Tonight was meant to be the happiest night of my life-asking Bella to marry me was a big deal for me. Then Jasper had to ruin it for me. Not that I didn't know how he felt. The smell of Bella's blood was the sweetest thing that I had ever smelt in my life; it was like it sang to me.

Tonight had taught me one thing though. Bella didn't belong in my world 'human' and as much as I wanted it, there was no way that I could turn her. She just didn't belong in my world and I had to accept that fact, but I loved her so much. More than anything, I wanted to spend forever with her.

I had to tell myself to stop being selfish, she deserved better and her need's came first above all else.
My only solution was to leave folk, to leave my soul…my heart…my love…my everything, behind to live a normal, safe, happy life. Now it was time to go and tell my family my choice.

Alice's Point of View

Edward had taken Bella home and was now on his way home. I didn't like was he was planning and, if I had my way, it would not happen. I was with Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie. "We have to go home; Edward wants to talk to us all. And it isn't going to be easy on any of us."

"Why?" they all asked, but I couldn't tell them. That was Edward’s choice, not mine. They all had a confused look on their face while mine held pain, then they realised why, and we all ran home as fast as we could.

If this happened, it would break Bella's heart; I didn't need a vision to know this even though I had one, and to tell you this, it didn't look pretty at all.

Jasper was full of worry and guilt, even though he had made the mistake! I couldn't blame him; he was only going on instinct, even if it hurt me that he could have lost control over my best friend…my sister's…blood, as that was how I saw Bella.

I knew that Bella did not blame Jasper so, for that, and my love for my husband, I would forgive him. I just didn't know if Edward could or would ever be able to forgive Jasper.

Edward's Point of View

I had just dropped Bella of at her house, now I was returning to my house. I needed to talk to my family about what I was thinking. They had a choice in this, most of them loved Bella too. I wanted to hate Jasper, but I couldn't. He had shown me what I already knew, Bella did not belong in my world, so this was my fault and nobody could change that.

I pulled up in front of our house and just sat there for a while, I needed to get my thoughts in check before I faced my family. I knew I was going to break their hearts, just like mine was breaking. I could see it now the smug look on Rosalie's face as if to say 'told you so' and I didn't need that right now.

I got out the car and headed towards the front door, this was going to be difficult. I took a deep breath and opened the door. I stepped inside to see them all sitting at the dining room table, ready for me to start the meeting so I went and took my seat, round the table.

I took a deep breath again and started to speak. "Everyone knows what happened tonight, how close it came to Bella's death." They all cringed as well as myself of that thought but I had to keep going. "I can't put Bella through that anymore; she can't be in my world human, and I'm not going to change her. I can’t take her soul away either so the only option that I can come up with." I took another deep breath. God this hurt. "We have to leave folks, let her have a normal and healthy, happy, human life."

Carlisle was the first one to speak. "Edward, son, we can't leave her. There has to be another way to go about this." Grief was all over his face; he saw Bella as a daughter.

Esme was next. "Edward, please, I see Bella as part of this family, I can’t lose her." Esme was now dry-sobbing, as was Alice.

Emmett was next. "Edward, don't make us do this, please, I'm begging you; it will destroy both of you." He smiled slightly, but hurt was all over he's face.

I looked at Rosalie.

"Edward, I don’t think that we should leave Bella behind, if we’re going to go we should take her with us."

Now I was really confused; she hated Bella.

"I can see how happy you are when you're with her and how bad you are when you’re not. I can’t handle that pain, Edward. You're my brother and I love you. Be happy," she added, as if reading my mind, everyone was looking at her now.

"Edward, I'm so sorry, if it wasn't for me this would not be happening now. You would have asked Bella to marry you and be planning your wedding, I will never forgive myself. So I guess I’m saying we stay," Jasper said.

My mind was working overtime. Bella must of said yes to be planning our wedding, I looked at all my family's faces..

They was all looking at me, but my mind was back with Bella, in her room. "I need to get back to Bella; we will decide tomorrow.." With that, I ran out of the door and ran to my life…my heart…my Bella.

When I got there, I knew she was still awake. I composed my face and climbed in the window. I had to think and decide what I was going to do.