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bella's nightmare

Summary:
On the night of bella's birthday things get a bit hot.Alice is planning something for her birthday but all goes terribley wrong and then there is tanya who wants edward. RATED ADULT AS THERE IS SOME FLUFF AND MAYBE VIOLENCE. COME ON GUYS 544 READ AND ONLY 3 REVIEWS THANK YOU FOR THE BANNER. BANNER MADE BY ~Kiki~(emmett_lover) [banner edited by admin - banners may not be larger than 300 x 150 pixels]


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5. Chapter 5

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Bella's point of view

I ran up to my room, my mind was all over the place and, for once, I was scared. I could see it in Edwards's eyes, the guilt. It was too much for me to handle. Also, there was something I had never seen before, but I couldn't put my finger on it, which scared the life out of me. I kept playing in my mind what had happened tonight, why did I have to be such a klutz.

It had been over an hour since Edward had dropped me of; I wondered what they were talking about. Call it woman intuition, but I knew that something was wrong; I just couldn't put my finger on it. I would have to wait for Edward to return to ask him, something I was not looking forward to. I was anxious, scared. I was a nervous wreck.

Just as I started to pace in my bedroom, my miracle appeared. My heart quickened as I saw him, he was at my side in a second. I needed to talk to him, but tonight was not going to be the night; it could wait until tomorrow. I just wanted this time for us. Was that too much to ask?!

I took Edward's hand and led him to the bed, pulling him down with me. I needed the reassurance that everything was going to be okay. I pushed my lips to his as I moved to straddle against his waist.

He stiffened up and pulled me off his waist. "Bella, you need to rest, not try to seduce me again." He chuckled quietly.

"But I don't want to, I want you. Please Edward," I said feeling the blush rise up my face.

"Bella, no. Sleep now." With that, he started to hum my lullaby.

Now I was really scared. It was like my worst fears being confirmed, but what they were, I was still unsure.

Edward's point of view

Bella was sound asleep; I had hummed her lullaby to her. After all, she still needed her sleep and, after tonight, well, she really needed it. I could sense that she knew that something was up, but I didn't know how much she had pieced together.

My mind was working overtime. I was weighing my options. I just didn't know what to do. My selfish side wanted to stay and so did my family. Bella had to come first though and, if Alice's vision was correct, then Bella would be hurt. The emotions coming of Bella in that vision, was beyond words. Now that I knew how much she truly loved me, I had a decision to make.

I had a choice. I could either leave and take my family with me, which would hurt Bella profusely. I could not hurt her like that, but did I really have a choice? My other option was to change her. My selfish side saw that as the only option. She had made up her mind up about this, but I had refused to listen and now it seemed like the only option.

Every time I looked at Bella's face, my mind would go into overdrive. Could I really destroy her soul for my own selfish needs? That was what I needed to decide. I quickly made up my mind; I was going to go on a trip just me, not my family. First, I needed to know if I could handle being away from Bella for longer than seventy-two hours and second- if I could change her for my own personal needs. To do that, I needed to be away from Bella and my family.

I left Bella sleeping and ran back to my family to tell them what I had decided, before heading back to my love before she woke up.. My family had supported my decision, which shocked me, but they were always fully of surprises. I would speak to Bella when she woke up and tell her what I had decided. With that, I ran back to Bella. To my delight she was still asleep. My life was going to change.

It was 4am; this was my favourite time with Bella when she slept. It was the only time I could hear her thoughts. Mostly, they were about me. But tonight, she was panicking in her sleep and that broke my heart.. If my heart was still beating, it would have killed me.

Bella sleep talking

"Edward, please don't leave me. I’m sorry, it was all my fault. Why can't I be like a normal person?" she said.

"Jasper, I don't blame you. I should have been more careful. Can you forgive me?"

"Should of let James kill me. Edward's never going to forgive me. Putting his family through this. He must hate me now."

"Edward, I love you. Please forgive me."

Back to Edward

I could not help but dry sob. My angel blamed herself. It hurt how she thought I would hate here after all the times I had told her that I loved her more than life itself. If Jasper was here, the emotions would be too much for him. I would personally kill him if he were here, for doing this to my Bella.

Bella woke up screaming.

I went over to her and held her, saying, "It's okay Bella, shhh, it's okay. I'm here."

She seemed happy with this and went back to sleep while I held her in my arms.

I held her until she woke up.

She looked up in to my eyes and I could see the scared, nervous look in them.

I lowered my lips to hers, letting all our tension seep out of our bodies.

Electricity ran through our bodies.

My self control was gone. I pulled her arms above her head and pulled her top over head, throwing it on the floor, before pushing my lips back to hers. My hands lowered to her shorts to remove them. My Bella naked was the most beautiful thing that I had ever seen. The things her body did to mine were unbelievable.

She undressed me and pushed me on my back, putting her mouth over my erection while looking in my eyes.

I had to close my eyes. The pleasure was unbelievable. I rolled her on to her back and entered her; once again we fitted together like two pieces of a puzzle.

We made love for hours, before getting dressed and going downstairs. We sat at the table while she got some breakfast. I waited for her to finish before saying, "I love you, Bella."

"I love you too," she said and I knew it was true.

"Isabella Marie Swan, you are my world...my heart...my soul. I am nothing without you. Will you marry me?!" I gulped and waited for her answer, she was quiet for a long time. Now I was really nervous.