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Dreadlocks

Summary:
Bella life is far from perfect. Her different apearence and personality makes her stand out from the usual crowd. One night a gang of ordinary school kids try to murder her. But, her 'prince charming' turns up and saves her. Happy endings? Far from it...


Notes:
I hope you like this story. It's gonna be different from the usual stuff I do. A change. I think its going to be better too, I can relate more to Bella.


7. Fate

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All night I couldn’t stop thinking about Jake. His touch was like a different galaxy to me, something I had never experienced. And like the scientist which discovered this new galaxy I wanted more. I lusted for more of his husky voice in the air, I wanted more of his mesmerising gaze. I’d never felt like this around anyone else before, so what was so different about Jake? Maybe it’s because he’s the only living person out there who actually appreciated me for who I am. Maybe because he actually liked me! That thought totally amazed me, but I believed it 100%. And the only person who could abort my mind of that fact was Jake himself, no intruder.

The only thing that was actually stopping me from taking action was the only thing which mattered: Jake only likes me as a friend, it’s obvious. When I looked into his eyes all I could see was this big heart which was filled with friendliness. What if he already had a girlfriend? What if he was already married?! …No, I don’t think he could be married. After all he was only two years older me.

But although I told myself this repeatedly the truth was still laying at the back of my confused mind. It wasn’t the thought of him being taken, and it wasn’t the thought that he didn’t like me back either. I was just too scared. I was afraid that if I told him how I actually felt he would disappear altogether - like a foggy dream. He would be so disturbed by me that he wouldn’t want my company anymore. And I wasn’t just that brave loose him like that. For the last five years I have been completely depressed. Every morning I would get up and not have the will to do anything, I would only do the things which were completely necessary for survival. On top of that bullies were making my life hellish. Then suddenly one night this mysterious guy turns up and completely saves me, both physically and mentally. Why would I want to let go of that? He has completely fixed my mind which was formally in despair. He’s my night in shining armour.

All I’m relying on now is fate. Fate, fate, fate. It works in the way in which something will always turn out the greatest gain. And if me and Jake aren’t meant to be, then it won’t happen…but if it is, and I’m praying on this outcome, then it will work. Up until last night fate hadn’t ever come to me, my life hadn’t been the best to live in. But now, now I feel like I actually fit in in life, now I feel like I belong. So good riddance to my old life, this is the new me. This is the new Bella.