This is my life,my name is renesmee cullen.It is kind of like a diary,from birth until she finally meet's her mother. This is a one-shot.
I hope that you like it,it came to me in a dream and just had to write it.So enjoy.
1. Chapter 1
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I was born on the 10th of september,violently. I had nearly killed my mother,i was disgusted with myself. I just hoped that she would be fine,my grandfather was doing everything that he could to save her. My father was a wreck,he had done everything he could to keep her alive.
I remember being in my mother's stomach,all i remember at that time was it was bright. Where ever they were they were happy,until i had made my presence known. I will carry these memory's around with me forever,at the back of mind,so my father cant read my mind.
My mother had been sick(which came with being pregnant),i didn't like the food she had been eating. I never meant to hurt my mother,but i did,every time she moved quickly. I was to strong for her human body. She had faith in me,kept me alive. But that a different part to my story. My father had asked what was wrong,Food poisoning i think she said.
It took her 20 minutes,to realise she was pregnant. I gave her a little nudge,just to let her know i was there and real. My father had a lovely voice,but when he shouted he scared me. It was very loud,for my delicate vampire ear's. My mother became very upset,was she talking to me? Maybe i would have to listen harder.
I heard something about needing protecting,who would want to hurt my mother? Then i realised it was me who needed protection,from my own father. That hurt,i would have to make him see,i would not hurt my mother intentionally. Right now my father could not read me,my mother was protecting with her shield. And one of my powers was also a shield.
We was now in another place,it was not so bright here. But i could here loads of different voices,they was beautiful. That is when i heard the voice,the voice i would love forever. Me and my mother was going down hill fast,she could not eat. We was going to die,we was slowly starving to death.
I heard my father say to my mother,about drinking blood. Yes this is what i craved,it was mouth watering. We both picked up,i became stronger. But with that i kept hurting my mother,every time that i moved. I hated doing this to my mother,parents. I needed to talk with my father.
My mother had dropped her shield,so i dropped mine. My father was in shock,good he could here me. He told me not to move so hard as it hurt my mother,i would try. Me and my father now had a bond,i hope it would last. I loved my mother,father and family. I also loved Jacob,that was he's name. I was going to make him mine.
That is when it happened,i thought i was going to die. My mother had moved quickly,she had pulled the placenta away from her womb. We was going to die,i had to try and get out of here. I am kicking,trying to get there attention. Before i know it,i've broken my mother's spine. Then i am out,i can breathe. That is when i see my father,he is more beautiful than he's voice.
My father lays me in my mother's arms,god what have i done to her.'Beautiful renesmee',she says. Then i bite her,My father grabs me telling me off. I was only showing her my affection. That is when i hear he's voice,my mother is dead. I killed my mother,that alone will kill my father. I am taken away. Leaving my father,trying to save her. What have i done.
Suddenly i can here my mother's heartbeat,thank christ she is alive. I hear jacob coming,he looks like he going to kill me. I look straight in he's eyes,they show shock and love. He has imprinted on me,he is now mine,like i hoped.
I am taken to my father,he is worried about my mother. He does not leave her side,she is becoming a vampire. My mother had saved me,my father saved my mother. We are family. My father tells me i am beautiful,that i have my mothers eyes. My mother looks better,than the last time i saw her. I am worried about my parents,i show my father my worries. Yes i have another gift,i can show people what i'm thinking. I cant talk yet.
My father,reassures me that my mother will be fine. I just need to be patient. I am taken down stairs again,my mother will be awake soon. My father thinks he has done something wrong,my mother should be in pain,but is silent. Could it all of been for nothing,only time will tell.
It has been 3 days now,my patience is running thin. My mother is a wake now,but she needs to hunt. They think she will hurt me,but i know different. My family try to entertain me,it does no good thou. My parents are back,i can hear them. Someone is out there with them. I can hear them saying my safety is important. How much longer do i have to wait,to meet my mother again.
Here come my parents,my mother is beautiful. God how i love her,and my father. Every one gets in my way,blocking her. I cry,no scream. Everyone comes rushing over,except my mother.
I show them who i want,they don't seem sure. My father has faith,in my mother. Finally i am in her arms,sort of. My love is also holding me,in case my mother loses it.
My mother does not lose it,yet. Things change quickly,my mother is shouting at my Jacob. She has found out,he imprinted on here baby girl. She runs him out of the house,i hope she does not hurt him. He is mine. I don't want to look,but i have to. He needs to be safe,i love him. I see my mother go for he's throat,luckily seth jumps in front of her. Me and my mother need to have words.
They wont let me near my mother,until she is calm. Aunt rose and Jacob are arguing,about who's turn it is to feed me. I don't care,i wont food. It is 6 o'clock,time for granddad to measure me. My family are worried,i'm growing to fast. I end up back in my mothers arms,after everyone debates. God i want my mother,will anyone listen.
I show her my gift,she is shocked. Will she still love me.YES.I show her everything she has missed,wanting her to know me fully. She is loving. My father whips me out of my mothers arms,quickly. I showed her my meal times,donated human blood. My father is scared,my mother is shocked. I am placed back in my mothers arms again,i start where i left off. My mother and i are by the window,my eyes roll i'm near sleep now. Until another time,my dreams are taking me.
This is my life,i am happy. I have both my parents,family and my love 'Jacob'.Surely things will be good now,we will see. If more happens i will write,my story. Until then i must say bye to you all.