What if bella never cliff dived and continued ....so a year has passed edward comes on her b'day ...............what happens ?
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The moment he told me, he did not want me; my love life ended. I was pushed into the deep ocean of darkness from where I could not reach the surface to absorb any ray of light, of love, of hope.
He told me he loved me but it was all a lie.
How could he do that to me? Why did he do that?
I always broke down at this point because I knew the answer I was not good for him, of course I was a plain clumsy human but he, he was a perfect vampire.
He played with my heart and crushed it to pieces.
For a week, I could not sleep or eat.
I always kept thinking what went wrong, how a paper cut could come in between love.
Now a year has passed
I have killed all the feelings for him. I had forbidden myself to think about him. I wanted to remember his face, the face of an angel who just brought sorrow in my life and pure love in the beginning.
I looked at the clock; it was midnight and today was my birthday.
I had been dreading this day for the whole year , not knowing what will happen. Wondering whether he will come or not.
Nevertheless, why would he care for me?
For him, I was nothing more than an old toy is to a toddler.
I heard my window creak and immediately knew there was someone outside.
I had never opened it after the last September.
My heartbeat accelerated and I sat up .I was about to scream but an ice-cold hand covered my mouth. Seeing that I will not scream Edward uncovered my mouth.
Our eyes met and my eyes filled with tears.
“Bella” Edward addressed me. There were deep purple rings underneath his eyes. I could not see the color of his eyes as mine filled with traitor tears.
Moreover, I started sobbing softly — maybe Charlie had gotten used to it and so didn’t come to check on me.
He tried to comfort me but I pushed him away.
Suddenly I was very angry.
How could he just say he did not love me and go away, only to come back after a year?
I wiped my tears and said, “What have you come here for, to use me and leave me like you did last time?”
The acid was leaking through my words, the hurt hanging, it brought pain to his face or so I thought.
“Bella please listen to m-”
However, I cut him off “I don’t want to listen to anything you have to say, I remember what you said before. You need not remind me”
"I would like to ask one favor, though, if that's not too much," I said repeating his words
“Anything for you Bella but please listen to me first” he pleaded.
He would not have expected what was coming now.
I looked at my hands avoiding his eyes “I don’t want to see your face ever again”
I know I will regret what I said throughout my life but I could not give him another chance. I just could not make myself trust him again, after what he did.
He started to protest but I cut him off.
“No Edward you listen. I-I used to believe in happy endings and I had so many dreams about you and me but you shattered all of them, my beliefs and my dreams, when you left me. Now it is too late Edward. ”
“Moreover, you cannot just waltz into my life. So please leave me alone”
He took my face in his hands delicately and I flinched which I had never done before in his presence.
He kissed my forehead and once again left me, Heartbroken and Alone.