A Secret Love
Bella has two secrets. Only one persons knows them. That person is one of her secrets, her secret love. His name is Jasper. The other, she knew about vampires and could block any gift. But when everything went south at her birthday party, Edward forces the family to leave. Bella knew Jasper would never hurt her; Jasper didn't want to risk it. For one year, Bella is in a great depression; her only thought is of Jasper. All she does is write songs about her lost love. Someone changes her. She doesn't know who but that didn't bother her. She follows the Cullens' diet. After two decades of searching for her lost love, the Volturi discover her. She is too powerful for them to control; they fear her. Hoping to find her lost love, she reveals vampires to the world and tries to become the next American Idol. Her voice too powerful to ignore, she wins. But who will come back for her Jasper or Edward.
1. Preface and Chapter One
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They said that there was an ancient vampire prophecy. It went something like this: There will come one vampire who will be loved by two of her kind. She will be so powerful that none can destroy her. Vampires will fear her; humans will name her their new found savior. All through her human life she will know of the existence of vampires and will never fear them. As a human, her blood's scent will be so enticing that most would crave it. She will be the salvation for both kinds.
They say I am her. I wouldn't know nor do I care. All I care about is my lost love. I don't think they expected me to reveal our kind to the humans, but they don't control me nor could they stop me. I am too powerful for them; they fear me. I will find him, I must. I do not care if humans worship me nor do I care for the taste of them. I just need to find him; I need to find my Jasper.
I was worried about Jasper, but I knew not to voice my concern. Edward was driving me home and was probably more furious with himself than with Jasper. He was looking coldly out the windshield. He, of course, was silent and it was driving me insane.
“Please, just say something,” I begged him.
“What do you want me to say, Bella?” he asked not looking at me.
“That you forgive me,” I said, though it wasn't really his forgiveness I was looking for. “If I had been more careful, nothing would have happened.”
“Would you listen to yourself?” he said through clenched teeth. “You shouldn't have to be more careful. This isn't your fault. If you were at Mike Newton's with the rest of your normal friends the worst that would have happened is they not being able to find a bandage for the paper cut.”
“How did Mike Newton come in to this conversation?' I asked.
“He's a healthier choice for you, Bella.”
“Mike and I together, I'd rather die, Edward.”
“And you could have tonight.”
By now we were in front of my house. All I could think about was getting Edward out of here so Jasper could come to me. I studied Edward for a moment before realizing just how dark his eyes had gotten because of what happened. I sighed and reached over to turn his head toward me.
“Your eyes are nearly pitch black, you should go hunt.”
“But you're not, Edward. You're worried about me and you're thirsty. Go, hunt. I'll be fine.”
I started to gather my gifts, placing them gently under my arms. Edward was already at my door when I had a good hold on them.
“Are you sure?” he asked. I nodded. “At least let me take these up to your room for you.”
“Okay,” I said as he took the gifts from me. Then, not looking into his eyes I said, “Love you.”
“As I love you.” With that he was gone.
I hurried up to the house, wanting to get to my room as soon as possible.
“Bells?” Charlie called as I entered the house.
“Yeah, Dad. It's me.” I called back to him as I hung my coat up.
“Have fun?” he asked as a walked through the living room.
“Yeah,” I replied, walking to the stairs. “Alice went overboard. Cake, flowers even gifts.”
“Gifts? Like what?” he asked.
“A new stereo for my truck and a few ones I didn't get to open,” I said. “I tripped and fell on my way to the other gifts, the side of the table cutting me on my way down. No big deal. Carlisle fixed me up right there on the spot. But we ran out of time because of it so I figured I'd just leave the unopened gifts in the truck and open them in front of the Cullens tomorrow.”
“Bella,” he sighed, shaking his head.
“Well, I'm going to bed, night.”
I rushed up the stairs and quickly changed, hoping Jasper would get here soon. My hopes were soon answered as Jasper came through the window. He wouldn't look at me at first and I was worried he was angry at me, but then I felt self-hatred coming off him.
I walked up behind him, knowing that he could hear my every move, and gently placed one of my hands on his shoulder. At first he stiffened, but slowly relaxed into my touch. Slowly he turned towards me, guilt all over his face. He wrapped his arms around my waist and brought me closer to him.
“I so sorry, Bella,” he whispered.
“Shh,” I shushed him. “Listen to me, Jasper. This is not your fault. I should have been more careful.”
“More careful?” he said. “Bella you shouldn't have to be careful.”
“You sound just like Edward,” I sighed. “He thinks I should be with Mike Newton, but I'd rather die. I'd rather die than be with anyone but you.”
“You have the shield up, don't you?” he asked.
“I always have it up around the room,” I replied with a sigh. “You know that.”
“Just checking,” he said, then bent down and kissed me.
It was a short kiss, but it was sweet and full of love.
“I love you,” he said as he pulled away.
“And I love you,” I said. “How upset is Edward?”
“Upset enough to leave,” he said. “According to Alice, he's going to try to convince us it's time to go and to leave you behind.”
“But you can't leave,” I said, turning away from him. “I can't lose you.”
“Bella, you know I have to go,” he said. “They'd get suspicious if I don't.”
“But you'll come back?”
“No. I can't risk hurting you, Bella. It's better this way.”
“Better this way?!? How can it be better this way when just the thought of us being a part makes me feel like I can't breathe.”
Suddenly his arms were around me. “Bella,” he whispered into my ear. “I have to do this. No matter how much it hurts us, we must part. My control needs so much work and I couldn't live with myself if I hurt you.”
“I need you.”
“Your safety comes first, Bella.”
“When are you leaving?” I asked as tears ran down my face.
“Alice, Rose, Emmett, Esme, and I are leaving tonight. Carlisle and Edward are leaving at the end of the week. Edward is planning on being the only one to say good bye but I couldn't leave without telling you first. You'll have to act as if it's the first you've heard of it.”
“I'll just pretend he's you.”
“I had this made for you,” he said as he fastened a necklace around my neck. “There's only two diamonds.”
I looked at the pendant and saw a simple golden cursive J that started and ended with a small diamond.
“It's beautiful,” I said as he wrapped his jacket around me.
“If you ever have a rough day, I hope that all you have to do is look at it and know just how much I love you; how much I miss you.”
“You should go, Alice will begin to wonder.”
I tried to give him back his jacket but he simply said, “Keep it so you don't forget my scent.” He then kissed my forehead and was gone. I took in one last sniff of his jacket and then hid it under a loose floor board in my closet and placed a box full off my Arizona clothes over it. Then I tucked my necklace under my pajamas and went to bed for my most restless night so far in my life.