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My One Love

Summary:
I changed the summary: Our lives are stories that interwine with each other... our destinies are all related to one thing: love. No matter if you believe in it or not, everyone has a soulmate, it just takes some work to find one. This is a story about Bella, Edward, and other characters of twilight series, including some visitors that you will simply love! Please read the sequel to this story: Love's Light *stephanie Meyer owns all, and im just a normal addicted teenager*  (banner by Marauder by midnight--Thank you)


Notes:
Bella is a danger magnet...and she's through with being ms. nice girl. Read through Bella and Edward's love, events that will make you laugh and cry, and get ready for some VISITORS!


11. Missing you

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Bella’s POV:

“I’ll miss you.” I whispered. It was morning, and I was in bed, Edward lying next to me, ready to go to the long camping trip with the rest of his family.

“I don’t want to leave you here, alone…it still hurts to be away from you.” He whispered back. He had no idea how much it hurt me also.

“Edward, I want all of you guys to have as much fun as possible at the wedding too, and the only way you can do that is if you leave for a couple days and then come back full and satisfied… I’ll be fine; I’m just going to be in bed most of the time. Keep your cell phone with you, and I’ll call you if I need you, ok?” I did my best to persuade him I would be fine.

“Alright… drink lots of fluids, don’t get up too much. Call me and tell me exactly what Renee says. Listen to the music I burned for you last night…it should help you feel better. If anything happens, Alice should see it, and I’ll be back before you can say ‘help’. I love you…I’ll miss you so much.” Edward was now babbling, hmm, never thought that would happen.

“Edward, if you don’t go, I won’t have a chance to miss you!” I laughed. He smiled and sighed.

“Bella. Bella… Isabella. Isabella Cullen. No, Bella Cullen. It sounds like a perfect fit, huh?” he said, standing up. I flushed with excitement and pride. I was going to marry the most perfect man in the world.

“Even better when you say it.” I smiled and stood up on my tiptoes, and kissed him. I could feel his hands crawl down my arms and his arms encircled my waist. I intertwined my fingers in his soft, silky hair and drew him as close as possible.

His tongue traced my bottom lip, begging for entrance. I gasped as my lips parted; I could suddenly feel his icy tongue in my mouth. I could actually taste him. He tasted like the sweetest fruit, the sugar on candy, and the richness of pure chocolate.

I could feel him taking a deep breath and suddenly dragged his tongue away from my clenched teeth, and pulled away from my lips. I opened my eyes slowly and his eyes were still closed and he was about a millimeter away from me, our noses touching. He brushed his lips on mine and opened his now black eyes.

“You taste better than your blood.” He whispered. Suddenly he disappeared and I turned around.

The window was open and I knew he had left. I let out a breath I knew I had been holding in. My knees buckled under me and I collapsed on my bed. That was the best thing I had experienced in my whole life. I was panting, my head was whirling, my blood was boiling, and my heartbeat was pounding in my ears.

I felt really hot. Like the fever had come back…I grabbed my thermometer and put it under my tongue. It beeped after a moment; 103 degrees. I smiled and lay back down. Only Edward could freeze me and heat me up in the same exact second.

Edward’s POV:

“You taste better than your blood.” I managed to choke out, before leaping out the window and soaring back to my house. I got to the porch and collapsed. I was breathing harder than I ever had before, and I felt like a human. I started laughing, and sobbing at the same time, trying to pull my hair out by the roots. Love had made me insane.

“Edward, what are you doing on the floor?” Esme smiled her brightest smile, and helped me up.

“Esme, I know what you mean now. Before, when you were worried about me being alone. Life is nothing without love. Thank you for helping me realize that.” I smiled and gave her a huge hug. Well, your welcome. If you start skipping around, and throwing flowers, I won’t tell anyone. Esme was laughing. I laughed along, in the best mood of my entire life.

I ran inside and grabbed my guitar, plugging it in, and turning it as loud as it could go, meaning that the whole forest could hear it. I jumped on to my sofa and strummed the strings. I heard the door open and everyone filed in. I didn’t care, I wanted everyone to feel how good I felt. I played “Brighter than Sunshine” by Aqualung, but in a faster beat, and yelling out the words.

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
and it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soulLove burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

“WOOOH!” I yelled as the song finished, shaking my head vigorously. Everyone was clapping and cheering and I sighed.

“Sorry, I had to get that out of my system.” I smiled and turned around. Everyone was smiling and Jasper and Emmett were moving their fingers, “air guitaring”.

“Edward, I have never seen anyone so happy in my life!” Alice said, laughing. She ran up and hugged me tightly. I hugged her back; Alice was my best friend, and she was the first one to tell me about Bella.

“I’m happy for you, Edward.” Rosalie walked up, kissing my forehead and patting my hair. She smiled; a genuinely happy smile. I grinned back, excited as ever that she was finally giving in.

“Edward! My man, finally you’re getting it out there! You’re acting like a normal 17 year old! After a whole century I’m finally seeing your emotions get out of that thick skull of yours!” Emmett yelled and pounding his hand on my back.

“Edward, your feelings are something so strong…I’ve never felt it before.” Jasper said, getting the scruff of my neck and punching me playfully. Esme was just sobbing, hugging me fiercely.

“I’m…so…happy…” she said in between sobs. There were no tears in her eyes, yet I could feel them almost running down her cheeks.

“Edward, I’m glad you’re letting your feelings out. You’ve had them bottled up inside for so long, I was wondering whether you were ever going to show people how you really feel. I’m happy for you and Bella.” Carlisle said, putting an arm around my shoulder.

“I do have a soul…and a soul mate.” I whispered it to myself, but I know that everyone heard me.

This was going to be a long hunting trip.

Back To Bella’s POV:

Turns out that my fever really was back. I tried to eat something, but I just ran up and threw it back out, so I settled for just drinking Gatorade and lying down. I was so bored. Edward’s newly burned CD was in my CD player, and on repeat, so the same songs kept playing over and over. I loved it; it was such a good set of songs.

Hanging by a moment, Lifehouse

Renaissance affair, Hooverphonics

Breathing in Sequence, Hawthorne Heights

I’m in heaven when you kiss me, ATC

Thunder, Boys Like Girls

Forget me Not, Lucie Silvas

Half Light, Athlete

All of your love, Hellogoodbye

Here in your arms, Hellogoodbye

Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

And then Edward’s beautiful…angelic…velvety…soft voice would come on. By now, I had memorized the words.

Hello Bella, I hope you are enjoying the CD I made for you. I picked out those ten songs for you because all of them show my feelings toward you. I really do love you with all my heart and I want you to feel better by the time you become Mrs. Isabella Marie Swan Cullen. Wow, that sounds good, huh? Anyway, I can’t wait to see your beautiful face after I come home. I hate that I had to leave you, but I hope you know that I’m coming back as soon as possible…so drink up and relax, my sweet, because I’m going to sing you the next song. It’s called Stolen, and it’s by Dashboard Confessional. They aren’t a very popular band, but the lyrics of this song are beautiful, just like you. I love you, my Bella.

When his small speech ended, a very pretty song would come on. Edward’s voice was the best part, although the lyrics really were quite beautiful also.

It was now 12 o’clock so I’m sure Renee was awake by now. My hands were trembling as I picked up the phone and dialed the number that usually made me happy, but now it scared me to death. After a few rings, a sleepy Renee answered the phone.

“Yellow?” she said. I smiled remembering that she was always trying to act like a hillbilly.

“Mom?” I said quietly. I heard some rustling and I could tell that Renee was now fully awake.

“Bells? Honey! How are you?”

“Mom, I’m great, you?”

“I’m good. Phil won a game yesterday! We were celebrating and now I’m kind of hung over.” I sighed, same Renee. Why would Phil let her drink? He should know Renee’s tendencies by now.

“Well, drink some coffee and make some healthy breakfast…mom, I need to tell you something.” I could feel my voice shaking a little, and I cleared my throat.

“What is it, sweetie?” Renee asked a little worried.

“Well, mom, on graduation night, Edward asked me to marry him, and I said yes.” I blurted it out quickly.

“What? Are you telling the truth?” Renee asked a little loudly.

“Yes. Mom, I know that I’m still young, and I want you to know that your teachings of rushing into marriage have not been wasted. I’m not rushing. I love Edward and he loves me, and we’re going to be together forever so we might as well get married, you know…” I tried to reason with her before she had a chance to protest.

“Bella, are you pregnant?” Renee asked suddenly. I felt the heat rush to my cheeks.

“No mom! This is not a last resort!” I said softly. I heard Renee sigh.

“I knew this was coming. I knew it when you came down here with Edward. I could tell. I guess I can’t exactly tell you no, can I? When is the wedding?” I gulped and whispered.

“This Saturday. If you go out to the mailbox, you should find the invitation.” I knew that she hadn’t checked the mail yet.

For another couple of minutes we talked and she turned excited at some point. And she was already telling Phil and booking a flight. I promised to talk to her later and then hung up the phone. Wow, that went better than I thought. I picked up the phone again and I dialed Edward’s cell number. He answered during the first ring.

“Bella?” his voice was so breathtaking. I breathed in deep and sighed.

“Hey Edward.”

“Hi. So what did Renee say? How are you feeling?”

“I’m good, the fever’s back though. I can’t really eat anything without throwing up, so I’m just drinking. But guess what? Renee was totally cool with it. Well, she protested at first but I think she’s ok now. She’s coming on Friday night.”

“Really? Wow, Bella, how did you manage that? That’s amazing!” He sounded happy. I smiled.

“Thanks. So how’s the hunting going?” Trying to distract myself.

“Well, it isn’t going anywhere. Emmett decided to be a huge dumb ass and run up to Canada where he could find some grizzlies but then Rosalie got mad because he didn’t tell her where he was going and he forgot his cell phone, so now where running around Canada and Alaska trying to look for the idiot. Rosalie is almost red because she’s so mad. It’s kind of funny. Alice knows where he is, but she won’t tell us and she’s not thinking about it, or else I would be able to see it. Hmmm, my family has gone officially insane.” He laughed. On the phone it sounded a little distorted, but otherwise dazzling.

“Edward…” I sighed contentedly.

“Bella?” he whispered on the other side.

“I miss you soooo much.” I whispered back.

“I know. I can’t stop thinking about you. Jasper is about to kill me because I’m overpowering his feelings. He’s giving me an evil glare now.” I laughed. Suddenly, I heard the doorbell ring. I turned around and looked at the door. It rang again.

“Edward, I have to go, someone’s ringing the doorbell. Call me later, ok?” I asked, getting up from the couch.

“Alright sweetheart, bye.”

“Bye!” I hung up and walked over to the door. I peeked through the little hole and saw two people. Who was it? I wasn’t expecting anyone. I opened the door and got a shock.

One person was a teenage girl. She had soft brown hair that came to her shoulders and was straight. She was the same height as me and was a little tan. She was pretty, but not the kind of degree of beauty I was now used to. She had a huge smile and little dimples on her cheeks.

The other person was the degree of beauty I was used to. He had snowy pale skin, brown hair that fell into his beautiful topaz eyes and perfect features. He was taller than Edward and had a slight smile on his lips also. I knew what he was.

A vegetarian vampire.