anythings possible, well almost
edward and bella get caught up in a moment, and bella gets pregnant, how will the family react? what will happen when school starts? just read and find out! if you have any questions email me at firstname.lastname@example.org (ex-bf but i had too many things set up at the mail to change it! lol) disclaimer: i own nothing but the words, the rest belongs to the brillant Stephenie Meyer! ok, chapter 3 still wont show so i posted it in the place of chapter 4 to read it you have to go from chap 2 straight to chap 4! thanks for your reviews those of you who told me about the problems! --Jessi
ok, so my imaginary friend, Billybob...lol... gave me the idea for this once again, i own nothing! its all Mrs. Meyers.. damn.. maby i could buy it from her... who wants to loan me some cash?
9. Chapter 9
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Chapter 8: Roses are Red, Rose is Blue
Rosalie led me to her car, opening the passenger door so I could climb in and then we were gone. She drove just as fast as the rest of her family, keeping quiet but i couldn't help but listen to her thoughts. 'I hope Bella will understand where I'm coming from after all of this. she does not deserve this eternal damnation, nobody does, not me, not Emmett... But of coarse its a little too late for some of us. Bella I would really appreciate it if you would try not to listen to my thoughts.'
"Sorry, I wasn't trying to," I said
"Its quite alright Bella, are you up to a little bit of a hike?"
"Sure, Rosalie, I mean, of coarse I... would." I stumbled for the words that just didn't want to leave my lips and blush filled my cheeks. She smiled softly and stopped the car by the side of the dirt road we had been traveling.
We were walking through the forest when Rose started to speak, "I would like you to know that not even Emmett has visited the spot that I'm about to take you to. Yes, I'm sure he will be very jealous of you, Bella." She looked over at me with the hint of a smile in her eyes. I was watching my feet, to insure that I wouldn't trip when she asked me, "Do you hear that?" at first i started to panic, but then my ears picked up the sound of a calm trickle of water. I nodded yes and started walking faster towards the sound. Being me, I stumbled a few times but made it to the water without major incident.
In front of me was a beautiful wall of stone with a small body of water underneath it, the sound of water had come from the stones, the water was slowly trickling down through the cracks and space between the rocks. The wall was by no means large, otherwise it would not have gone unnoticed all these years, but it looked... comfortable. Not comfortable like an inviting bed or a snug T- shirt but as if it held the aura of comfort. Like you could be held down by stress for years and all it took to feel relief was to sit upon the stones, or bathe in the crystal clear water.
Rose led me to a spot at the very top, so we were facing the direction of the sun, it was only around six o'clock though so we had a couple hours before sunset. "Bella I want to start out by saying I'm truly sorry for how I have acted around you since you arrived." I nodded, not wanting to interrupt her. "The thing is, I'm jealous of you Bella," my eyes went wide, but still i did not interrupt her. "Here you are, human, you have a mother and a father who love you, HELL, Bella, you have Edward!" She did not look at me while she said this, but instead sat and watched something out over the top of the trees, something that I couldn't see.
"But you have Emmett..." I said
"Oh, Bella that's not what I meant. I mean, when I was changed Edward never gave me a second glance, and that was something that i just wasn't used to. I don't 'want' Edward, i just couldn't for the life of me fathom how he could not notice me, but fall head over heals for you after just a few days!" We found ourselves sitting in silence, doing nothing but thinking for nearly an hour.
"What happened?" She looked at me puzzled, "Why did Carlisle have to change you?"
"Bella, my story isn't a happy one, but you deserve to hear it. I warn you, it might be frightening." Once again I found myself nodding for her to go on.
"I grew up fairly well, my father worked for a bank and my mother made sure our house and we children were always clean and bright. I was always very beautiful, my girlfriends were always jealous of me, ever since i turned eleven or twelve... Daddy forgot his lunch one day, so mother had me take it to him, she put me in my finest dress. That's when I met Royce King, the new owner of the bank, not too long after that day a wedding was discussed." Again she sat in silence, and just like earlier she looked as if she were going to cry.
"I went to visit a long time girlfriend of mine that night, she and i hadn't talked much since she had her baby a few months before. He was so beautiful, black curly hair ruffled his small head, his name was Henry and Vera - my friend- was so happy! She walked me to the door, Henry on her hip, and her husband at her side. For a moment I was jealous, the relationship between Royce and I wasn't nearly as relaxed as theirs, but I pushed the thought away. As i was walking home i noticed how extremely cold it had gotten, and then I noticed a group of men ahead of me, in the direction I was heading. They were laughing and then one of them called my name.
"Rose! Come here Rose!!" Royce yelled. I walked over to him and he pulled me close to him, he was drunk, I could smell the pungent stench of alcohol on his breath. He started telling his friends how they didn't have anything like me where they came from. One of them made a remark that he wasn't sure I was better because I was all covered up. Suddenly Royce ripped off my jacket and next my hat, which also ripped out my hair.... so I screamed. They enjoyed that, I could tell they relished the sound of my pain.
"I wont tell you more of that though, only that they left me there in the street, thinking I was dead." There was more silence as i digested all of this, all of what made Rosalie who she is now. By now the sun was down and the moon shone brightly on the water beneath us, making it look as if it were made of glass."
"You know I have never drank the blood of a human." She told me, "My slate is almost as clean as Carlisle's is."
"Almost? What do you mean?" I asked.
She didn't answer, but suddenly my head was filled with the pictures of five dead men, then another two appeared, as if she had forgotten about them, I noticed that there was no blood anywhere. I knew immediately that these were the men who had raped her, who had hurt her so bad that Carlisle had to turn her.
"The last two weren't part of it, they were just in my way when I went after Royce. I killed him in a stolen wedding gown, you know." I almost smiled at the slight humor, but I couldn't bring myself to lift the edges of my lips.
"Come on, Edward will start to worry if I don't get you back to him soon. And you will need to go home and tell Charlie about your teacher." She laughed a little small laugh before she stood and we made our way back to the Cullen house.
Edward was waiting in the garage when we pulled up, he opened my door for me and pulled me against his chest. "
Bella you will be a great mother, I'm sorry I got so upset about the baby. It was again the jealousy that you got another thing that I always wanted and never got.' I looked at Rosalie and i couldn't help myself. I threw my arms around her waist and hugged her.
"I'm so sorry, Rose! I promise you can babysit all the time and you can be Auntie Rose, who gets to spoil the kid with all they could ever need or want!" Rosalie slowly brought her arms around my shoulders and hugged me back.
"Thank you Bella. I couldn't ask anything more of you." I hugged her tighter still and then let her go so that I could head home with Edward.
- edward is my second love
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