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Because he never found her

Summary:
what if Edward had never found Bella in the dance studio, what if james had changed her instead of trying to kill her. what if they met again, 200 years later? in bellas point of view and hello? could someone please bother to review? is it really that crap a story?


Notes:


2. Chapter 1 200 years later

Rating 4/5   Word Count 1261   Review this Chapter

I sighed as I entered the cafeteria. Victoria smiled and waved from the line, I grinned at my friend and walked over to join her, she grabbed a coke for me and I rolled my eyes. She laughed and I couldn’t help but join in.

“I’m going to that singing group” I told her “Wanna come?” she smiled and nodded and we headed out, when we arrived at the class room we both signed up and took seats at the back.

When I was human I would never have tried this, but I knew my voice rocked.

I chose to sing a song by Avril Lavigne.

So much for my happy ending

So much for my happy ending

Let’s talk this over

It’s not like we’re dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something you said?

Don’t leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a brake able thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be

Supposed to be

But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me

Just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

So much for my happy ending

You’ve got you’ve dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you im difficult

But so are they

But they don’t know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the **** you do

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I that I wanted

We were meant to be

Supposed to be

But we lost it

All the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you care

Making me feel like I was the only one

Nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be

Supposed to be

But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me

Just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

I finished the song with a smile on my face, I had been imagining Edward, I sighed as everybody around me clapped and cheered, marvelling at how great I was. It didn’t mean a thing to me. I just wanted Edward back, I was fighting back tears, watching Victoria sing Innocence by Avril Lavigne.

I glanced up then did a double take. Edward was standing, leaning against the door frame. He was staring at me, his mouth open, and eyes wide, I smiled tensely, wondering if James was right, did he just love me for my humanity? And now I wasn’t human would he want me. But he was suddenly gone and a sob was building in my chest, then I realised I did look very different, you could still see it was me but maybe he had thought it wasn’t me, maybe he thought he was delusional and hallucinating. It was my turn to sing again so I sang a song by Evanescence, Going under, but I made Victoria sing it with me, the end bits, like a back ground singer


Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(Going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

I'm...

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under
I’m dying again
I’m going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I’m going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under

Everyone clapped, Victoria smiled but I just looked away, pain filtering in after Edward had left me. I glanced towards the door again.

“Vic, I need to go see Hunter and May, so I’ll be in the cafeteria” I whispered to her, she nodded once, giving me a worried look, and I knew she could feel my pain. Victoria’s power is to see pain or other emotions in people’s words or actions.

I sighed and walked out of the room, where I walked straight into a guy from my local history class.

“Hey, I’m John” he smiled

“Bella” I nodded

“Yeah, I heard you singing, you’re amazing” he smiled, I smiled weekly, I was upset and I needed Hunter, my best friend, to help me feel better.

“Thanks” I said, making to move past him, but he grabbed my hand and pulled me into a deserted class room.

“Hey, look, I need to get going” I said, I was getting pretty uncomfortable

“I’m sure you can spare a few minutes for me” he grinned

I shook my head and turned towards the door. But he grabbed me and pushed me against the desk, covering my mouth with his hand, I tried to move away but I couldn’t, it was like I was trapped by his eyes, I managed to move my head so I could say

“What are you?” I whispered

“I’d say ‘you’re worst nightmare’ but you’re a vampire and you don’t sleep, do you?” he laughed as I gasped.

He started leaning towards me, I cringed and let out a high pitch scream, one that only vampires could hear. So the guy didn’t know what I’d done. He grinned at me and forced his tongue into my mouth, I did the only thing I could think of, I bit down, hard. He screeched and shoved me, sending me flying over the table. I landed on the floor and he was suddenly on top of me, I let out another scream, a vampire one, I was struggling to get out from under him when the door opened, I expected to see Victoria, or Hunter and May, but I saw Emmett Cullen. He stared at me in confusion,

“Help!” I shouted at him and he moved into action, grabbing John and yanking him off of me. Throwing him out of the window, I lay back on the floor, breathing heavily.

“Bella, is…is that really you?” he asked, helping me up.

“Yeah, who else could it be” I muttered

Then I was suddenly so glad to see him, my big brother, I smiled and hugged him, hard. He chuckled and hugged me back,

“It’s great to see you Bells” he whispered into my ear

“You too” I smiled, pulling back I glanced towards the door, Hunter was suddenly there, he ran to me, May close behind me.

“Your ok?” he asked, glancing at Emmett, I nodded and smiled. I glanced over his shoulder and gasped when I saw Edward, he was watching me. I couldn’t help myself, I threw myself into his arms, not caring if he didn’t love me, I was shaking with sobs, and I was surprised when he hugged me back..