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The Power of Love

Exactly how strong is the bond that Edward and Bella share? Join Bella and Edward as they embark on a journey where their love is challenged. Watch as Bella and Edwards' roads cross and divide. Can they each handle their mistakes? Will Edward abandon Bella or will their love survive the hardships life has to offer? This is set right after Edward leaves Bella in New Moon and begins with Bella in a deep depression.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of the characters in this story. This story is written for fun. I am an enthusiast and a fanatic of the lovely Stephenie Meyers. Also please be patient. This story is already written. The first 5 chapters are short; they are glimpses that help set up the story. As the story progressed it seems that the chapters get longer and longer. Also this story is told from various points of view. Each view will be posted to avoid confusion.

8. Spiraling Down

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I can't do this.

I am utterly alone.

Wandering aimlessly slowly heading south I mourned for my lost humanity. The lifeless trees drooped under the glaring light from up above. The green moss covering all of the rocks appeared to be growing and consuming the forest. The noise of the birds chirping in the branches echoed in my trees. Whirling around in my head were words of despair and loneliness. My mind unclear and fuzzy I had difficulty finding my purpose. Overwhelmed by my inability to control my inner urgings I felt lost and confused. Never in my life had I seen the pure evil that I had found radiating from within me earlier today. I looked at the barely traveled on path before and I finally understood.

I. AM a monster.

Edward thought he was a monster. All the time that we were together he would plead his case desperately, implying that he was no good for me. He would tell me that I should be very afraid and avoid him. He believed himself unworthy and yet he controlled himself without ever attacking me. Me, his tua cantante.

Edward a monster?

I am far worse. I almost ate a little girl.

What is wrong with me!!

My heart began to ache. I felt sick to my stomach.

I am sorry Edward I didn't understand.

I felt weak. The trees began to spin and a dizzying feeling came over me. My mind kept apologizing to my angel. He had to have left for my protection. The horror he must have felt.

I am so sorry Edward, I didn't understand!

I felt a surge of power surround me and I fell to the soft padded ground of the woods. I had done something, but I didn't care. It hurt. My chest felt like swiss cheese. I was incomplete. I was spiraling down. Out of control. If I could cry I would. But monsters don't cry.

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I stinging sensation infiltrated my ears. I had no idea what was going on. The buzzing was all over and suddenly I felt a surge of voices take over my world. I screamed out in agony as Jasper began to groan. My hands clasped my ears and I shrugged down onto the floor of the car in hopes I could hide from these voices. I felt like it was simply overtaking my body.

Emmett began shouting, "Edward! Edward! What is it Edward!"

I realized that what was happening to me had a familiar ring to it. The fear died down as I understood that I had simply lost control of my ability to block people's thoughts from my mind.

How strange.

Jasper began to relax however kept a wary eye on me. I opened my eyes and blinked as I became cognizant of what had just occurred. I closed my eyes in preparation to concentrate in tuning all of these voices out. Whoever they were it was time to let go. I inhaled deeply, followed by a slow and methodical exhale when I heard her voice,

""Edward! I am so sorry Edward, I didn't understand."

My eyes fluttered open , my jaw dropped and I stared, exhilarated that I had heard my sweet Bella's voice. It was so clear, so real. I was positive that it had been her.

Or was I simply insane?

Again I heard her exclaim in what sounded like dry sobs, "Edward I need you! Where are you?"

A vision of my angel blurred before me. It was Bella and she was absolutely exquisite. She was curled up in a ball, rocking and sobbing tearlessly. She was helpless and alone and I couldn't help her.

The agony that emanated from my chest filled the car and Jasper sank lower in his seat. I didn't have the heart to tell my brothers my concern. I felt myself breaking apart and heading for a deep, dark hole.