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The pain of losing

Summary:
What if Bella hadn't jumped off the cliff because Jacob had stopped talking to her sooner, and because of that she hadn't gone to his house and had a lot of free time to waste sitting on the beach? What if Edward was the one that needed to save her?


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4. Chapter 4

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Bella’s Point of View

I flew for hours it felt like and then I just felt more pain. I went to hell? I should have given in to Edward and stayed by his side instead of believing that he never loved me.

“Bella?” a voice from far away calls to me.

A shiver goes thru my entire body as I think of what that voice sounds like. They are going to make me suffer for forever because I couldn’t be a good person. Using the one thing that I regret the most to torture me, leaving Edward.

“Bella, please come back to me.” The voice calls to me longingly.

I start to see a light and I go towards it. What’s the worse it could do to me? Kill me? Oh wait I’m dead. I open my eyes and then I see him.

“Edward?” I call out to him.

“Bella! Carlisle she’s awake!” he called out.

“What do you mean I’m awake? I am dead. I went to hell.”

“Bella, you tried to kill yourself but Carlisle said the only way to save you was to change you. Bella, I am sorry for leaving you and I will never for-” I stopped him with a kiss and pulled myself close to him never wanting to let go.

“Edward, I always loved you and the moment I swallowed the pills I regretted it.”

“Son,” Carlisle called from down stairs. “You should probably take Bella hunting, so she doesn’t kill the mailman.”

“Oh. I kinda forgot about that.” I grab his hand and we start our first day of forever together.

Edward’s Point of View

The worse thing about changing Bella was that she didn’t know she was being changed. She thought she was in Hell.

I flew for hours it felt like and then I just felt more pain. I went to hell? I should have given in to Edward and stayed by his side instead of believing that he never loved me.

“Bella?” I called hoping that it would tell her she was not dead.

A shiver goes thru my entire body as I think of what that voice sounds like. They are going to make me suffer for forever because I couldn’t be a good person. Using the one thing that I regret the most to torture me, leaving Edward.

“Bella, please come back to me.” I knew if she didn’t she would never know that I did truly love her. Her note was so hard to read when I found it because I knew my angel had suffered. It was a good thing she had written notes though. It was easier to make it look like she committed suicide so that Charlie and Renee won’t wonder what happened to Bella.

I start to see a light and I go towards it. What’s the worse it could do to me? Kill me? Oh wait I’m dead. I open my eyes and then I see him.

If I wasn’t so afraid of losing her, I would have laughed, because I could hear Bella’s thoughts.

“Edward?” the voice of an angel calls to me.

“Bella!” I wanted to yell at the top of the mountains that my love hadn’t died. “Carlisle, she’s awake!”

“What do you mean I’m awake? I am dead. I went to hell.”

“Bella, you tried to kill yourself but Carlisle said the only way to save you was to change you. Bella, I am sorry for leaving you and I will never for-“she stopped me with the first kiss of the rest of our life and she pulled towards me.

“Edward, I always loved you and the moment I swallowed the pills I regretted it.”

“Son,” Carlisle called from down stairs. “You should probably take Bella hunting, so she doesn’t kill the mailman.”

“Oh. I kinda forgot about that.” She grabbed my hand and we start our first day of forever together. This is the way our lives should have always been. This would be our happily, ever after.