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Renesmee's New Moon

Summary:
Sometimes you do things that you never mean to do. The can cause you to hurt those you love. That is, they will hurt them if you tell them. But sometimes not telling them will hurt them more. Nessie learns that her actions can hurt people so badly, that she will lose the one thing that was more important then the air she breathes. I put it under the New Moon Catagory because it is RENESMEE'S NEW MOON! If you have not read BREAKING DAWN and you don't want it to be spoiled, DON"T READ THIS!


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1. It Ends Tonight

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I told Jake about everything. The first kiss, the hook up, all my cheating. I can’t believe I cheated on the one guy I am meant to be with, and even worse, it all happened with a guy that I don’t care about. I just hated the way he found out. I saw it in my dreams but never imagined that he was seeing it all. It started with the kiss and next thing I knew Jake was in my dream too. He was yelling at me, “How could you, Renesmee?” And then I woke up to Jake looking at me and holding my hand and that’s when I knew he knew everything.

***FLASHBACK***

“Nessie, what was that?” he asked looking almost disappointed with me.

“Jake, I…” I looked at my hands not wanting to see his face when I said the words. “…cheated on you. It didn’t mean anything. I didn’t even like him. Jake, I regretted it the moment it happened.” The images shot threw my head and before I knew it, Jake was out the door and I knew he had seen too much. I grabbed my knees and tried to hold myself together as I cried for the love I had hurt.

He came back to me later the next day. Or well he came to talk to me the next day.

“Renesmee, we need to talk.”

“I know Jake. I’m sorry that-”

“Renesmee, I’m leaving.”

“What? No, Jake! Please, don’t-”

“Renesmee, we are enemies from birth. I thought that it wouldn’t matter, because we loved each other; but now I know that your word meant nothing and I can’t stay with you.”

“Jake- I’ll never do anything like that again. I didn’t mean to do it in the first place. It meant nothing-”

“No, it does mean something. If it didn’t, it wouldn’t have happened. You need to find someone that you want and to not be forced into this relationship because I imprinted on you. This just shows we aren’t meant to be together. I promise to never come back here. Find someone who you want to be with and that will be good enough for me.”

“Jake, I see the person I want to be with right in front of my eyes. You, Jake. I’m not being forced into it!” I felt the tears streaming down my face.

“Renesmee, this will be the last time you see me. I won’t come back to you. You can find the person you deserve to be with and it’s not going to be your enemy.” He looked at me and I longed to reach out and grab him, refusing to let him leave.

“Jake, please don’t leave me. I can’t live without you.”

“Renesmee Carlie Cullen,” he said, dropping Black from my name, almost symbolizing we weren’t married anymore, “ I can’t love you after what you did.”

I stopped thinking at that moment and crumbled to the floor. All I could hear were the four words.

I. Can’t. Love. You.

The next thing I remembered was waking up to my mother and father running towards me.

It was 5 hours after I last saw him.