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Renesmee's New Moon

Summary:
Sometimes you do things that you never mean to do. The can cause you to hurt those you love. That is, they will hurt them if you tell them. But sometimes not telling them will hurt them more. Nessie learns that her actions can hurt people so badly, that she will lose the one thing that was more important then the air she breathes. I put it under the New Moon Catagory because it is RENESMEE'S NEW MOON! If you have not read BREAKING DAWN and you don't want it to be spoiled, DON"T READ THIS!


Notes:


3. Apologize

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Nessie’s POV

I walk out of Geometry and walk around trying to find my next class. I finally find my World History class which was luckily with Mom. She looked at me once before asking, “What happened?”

“Jake’s here.”

“Oh.”

“I can’t stay. I can’t cause him more pain.”

“Is that what he wants you think?” I think to myself for a moment. “Have you even talked to him yet, Vanessa?”

“No, but-“

“Try to talk to him before you make any drastic decisions, ok?”

“Ok.” The rest of the morning goes by fairly quickly. I sit down with my family and start to eat the sandwich that Esme packed me for lunch. I feel a warm hand tap my shoulder. I had to control the feeling to lean into the warmth I’ve longed for as I turn around to see Jake standing in front of me. “Jacob.”

“Vanessa, I would like to talk to you after school ok?”

“Ok.”

“Meet me at my car. You’ll know which one it is.” And then he walked away before I could say anything else.

The day went by quickly. I found that I had at least one person I knew in all my classes. Jake was in my 3rd period English class. Rosalie and Alice were both in my 4th period fashion design class. No surprise there though since it is the only period it’s offered. Mom and Dad were in 5th period Biology with me. Jasper and Emmett were in my 6th period Gym class and Dad was in my seventh period French 4 AP class since the cover story was that Dad and I were brother and sister that had lived in France with our birthparents until they died in a car accident when he was 10 and I was 9. So we are the only under classman in that class. I was secretly dreading my talk with Jake because mainly I didn’t know what was going to happen. I walked slowly to his car once I found it.

“Hello Jacob.”

“Ren-Vanessa,” he nodded in my direction. “Let’s go for a ride ok?”

“Ok,” I answered a tad confused. We drove for ten minutes before I got a call from my mom.

“Hello?”

“Are you going to need a ride home?”

“No Jake and I are going for a drive. I’ll be home by 7 though.”

“Ok. Bye.” I shut my phone and put it in my bag. We drove the rest of the way in silence. The woods we pulled up to were a good half hour from my house by car, but I figured I was going to run home when I was done anyway, so it really didn’t matter.

“Ren-”

“Jacob”

“You go first,” He said.

“Jacob, I just wanted you to know that I am sorry for the pain I caused you. Also as soon as we are done here I will leave and I won’t bother you again. I won’t cause you anymore pain, ok?”

“No.”

“What?”

“Renesmee, I can’t live without you in my life unless you don’t want me in yours. I’ve been trying to find you for the past 20 years, but I then realized that you might have moved on like I told you to and so I stopped looking for you in hopes that you would move on even if I couldn’t. But when you told me you were leaving again, and that you were doing it because you didn’t want me to be in pain, I almost phased just at the thought of losing you again. Renesmee Carlie Cullen Black, I never stopped loving you even after I found out what happened.”