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Renesmee's New Moon

Summary:
Sometimes you do things that you never mean to do. The can cause you to hurt those you love. That is, they will hurt them if you tell them. But sometimes not telling them will hurt them more. Nessie learns that her actions can hurt people so badly, that she will lose the one thing that was more important then the air she breathes. I put it under the New Moon Catagory because it is RENESMEE'S NEW MOON! If you have not read BREAKING DAWN and you don't want it to be spoiled, DON"T READ THIS!


Notes:


4. Numb

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Nessie’s POV

Oh my god. Jake still loves me! But then again I doubt that he ever stopped because of the imprint. I still don’t want to force him to stay if he’s only here because the imprint is forcing him to be here. I realized Jake is staring at me waiting to see what my reaction will be. “Jacob, I don’t want you to feel like you love me just because of the imprint. We need time apart to figure out what we both want.”

“Ness, was 20 years not enough?”

“I don’t know.” I turn to start to run, but he grabs me and spins me around.

“What do you want Nessie? Do you want me to be in love with you or not? Because you told me you wanted me and now you’re saying that we need more time. Which do you want?” he asked in a calm but slightly aggravated voice.

“I want you to be in love with me but not because the imprint is forcing it. I don’t deserve you after what I did.”

“You always deserve me, Nessie. That is, you always deserve me if that’s what you want.”

“No I don’t.” And I ran before he could grab me.

Jake’s POV

I watched as she ran away from me. I think about it for half a second and then run after her. I am stopped though when I get to right near her house by no other than Alice.

“Jacob. Stop.”

“What? Why??”

“You’re upset and she’s upset and you both need time to think before something happens to one of you.”

“But she said she was going to leave.”

“At the moment I can’t see our upcoming future, so most likely she is going to stay for now, but she could change her mind, but she won’t for the moment.” I started to ask if I could try to talk with her, but Edward comes out and says its best for her to be alone right now also. So I walk away from the house. But not before hearing some music coming from Nessie’s piano. The chords for What Hurts the Most played as Nessie sang along with it. I felt the need to comfort her as I heard her voice crack as she cried, but maybe Edward was right and she needed time alone to feel better. I walked towards my house and wondered what Nessie had meant by the whole we need time to figure out what we want. Did she need time because there was someone else or was it just because she didn’t feel worthy of me? I fell asleep that night wondering about Nessie and our future together if at all.

I went to first period to try to talk to Nessie before the bell rang, but she wasn’t there. I sniffed out Bella.

“Bella, where’s Re- Vanessa?”

“She didn’t feel good this morning.” That’s total BS.

“Oh.” And I walked towards my next class and then ran out the side door. I phased and ran all the way to Nessie’s house and then phased back. Walking up to the door and knocking felt like it took forever. Finally Esme opened the door and she took one look at me.

“You want to see Renesmee don’t you?”

“Please I need to talk to her. Don’t tell me she left.”

“She didn’t. Well more like Bella wouldn’t let her. She’s upstairs third door on the left, see if she’ll let you in.” I practically ran to her room and knocked.

“I don’t want to eat right now Grandma Esme.”

“I’m not Esme.” The door swung open.

“Jake.” She said and threw her arms around me. “I’m sorry Jake. I don’t know why I thought I needed more time. I thought I was going to lose you.”

“It’s ok babe.” I hold her as she cries softly on my shoulder. “I won’t leave you.”

“I never want to leave you again Jake.”

“Your wish is my command.”She turned and I kissed her. I pick her up and we move a one to the bed where we sit, happy to be together once more.