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Lost and Found in Him

When Renesmee learns the truth about Jacob, she doesn't know how to handle it. She runs away, and goes all around the world, trying to find out who she is. She has always felt like she never fit in anywhere, and never really knew who she truely was. Will Jacob be able to convince her to come home and be with him? Or will she stay away forever?


2. Chapter 2

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Chapter 2: A New Begining


Nessie and I hunted for about an hour before we went back to her house. I asked Bella if I could take her to La Push since she hadnt been there in awhile. Bella said she wouldnt mind, and to leave before Edward got home from Seatle.

When we were in the rabbit, Nessie reached over to hold my hand. Her skin was so light compared to mine. It only glittered on really sunny days when there wasnt a cloud in the sky. She was so beautiful and intelligent. I loved her eyes most of all. She had Bella's eyes, of course they looked beautiful. I felt like i could see everything in them.

She turned the radio on and started singing with it. That was just one of her many talents. She had been singing since she was able to talk. She learned to play guitar from Paul on her sixth birtday. She took to it very quickly, and Edward had taught her to play piano. She had so much time to learn so much, and she had grown up so fast. I never thought she would want to be more then friends. But when she said she did, I finally felt complete in every way.

"Jacob, do you think that we could go to Emily and Sam's? I miss them." She said as she smoothed my hand with her thumb.

"Of course, my dear. Today is Nessie day. What ever you want, you will get." I replied as I headed towards Sam's.

When we arrived, Sam seemed distant, Like something was wrong. Emily met us at the door, happy to see Renesmee as always. Sam remained on the couch staring at the phone sitting infront of him.

Emily gave me a look to go talk to him and she started talking to Nessie. When I felt that Nessie was ok, I went outside knowing Sam would follow. We went out to the woods a little from the house before Sam started talking.

"Nessie is going to stay here tonight, you and Paul are going back to her house and pick up her bags, and then Emmett, Jasper, Rose and Bella are following you back here. Carlisle is taking his two month vacation now, and Esme is picking him up, giving Emmett money. They will buy plan tickets for you, Emmett, Jasper, Rose, Bella, Emily, Paul, you, Me and Nessie and we are going to the island they own." He said.

"What for?" I questioned, not liking his tone of voice or facial expression.

"Alice saw the volturi. They are coming because they have found out about Nessie's ability to show things. They will stop at nothing for Nessie to join them. They also want Carlisle back, they want Emmett for his strength to use as a body gaurd, they want Rosalie for a distraction for their prey, Alice and Edward of course, Bella and Jasper for their ability, and Esme for a desk person or some and Nessie hurt emotionally but she doesnt know why. They are taking Ness and running with her."

I started to get really mad. How can they just decide they want Nessie, they've known about her ability for years, and now they decide to take her. They cant do this! They cant! I wont let them take her.

"Jacob. Calm down. Go get Paul, go the Cullens, get back her. We only have until Sunday, thats when the volturi are coming. Go!" Sam said before running back to the house. I knew Sam and Emily would keep Nessie safe, so i did as Sam said.


I was so nervous. Where were they? They shouldve been back by now. What was taking so long?

Emily and Sam tried to get me to sit down and stop pasing in front of the door several times but i wouldnt. I was so worried. I walked up to Emily putting my hand to her cheek showing her my thoughts. I was worried something had happened and i demanded her to let me call my mom.

Emily sighed and handed me her cell phone. I went to the kitchen and sat down before dailing my mom's number. I didnt even have time to hit the call button before a call showed up on the screen from Alice. Of course she would see me worring and knew i would call.

"Aunt Alice. Whats going on?" I asked as I answered.

"We just crossed the line. We will be there in five minutes. Here's Bella." She handed the phone to my mom.

"Renesmee, sweetie. We tried to stop this from happening. Im so sorry sweetie. We wont let them take you." Her voice sounded like if she had the ability to cry she would.

"I know, mom." i said, trying to fight back the tears.

"We will be there in two minutes, dear. ya tebya lyublyu(translation= I love you in russian)." She said, hoping to soothe me.

"Ye tebya lyublyu." I said just before the line went dead.

I went back to pasing in front of the door after i handed Emily her phone. Two minutes had never seemed so long to me.

When three cars finally pulled up, I ran out the door to meet my mom. I hugged her as tight as I could, scared to let go. I looked around to see everyone but my dad, grandma and grandpa. I pressed my hand to her cheek, asking her where they were.

"Edward is buying the plane tickets, then he is picking up Esme and Carlisle and meeting us here. You have no reason to worry, my dear." My mother said.

I believed her, I really did, but i couldnt help but worry. I was glad my father wasnt here yet in some way so that i would have time to calm my thoughts from worrying and that Uncle Jasper was here to help with that.

I looked around and saw everyone that meant so much to me. My family, both my Cullen family and Pack family. Jasper, Alice, Emmett, Rosalie, Mom. Jacob, Emily, Sam, Paul, Quil, Jared, Seth, and Embry. I wouldve felt a lot better if grandma and grandpa and dad had been there though.


Nessie was really worried. I tried to calm her down but nothing seemed to work. After a while i was finally able to sit her down and stop pasing in front of the door. We had gone to my house for a while to pick up some of my things, and Alice said we would be fine to stay there for a couple of hours. She looked at me like i better be sure Nessie had some fun.

We were laying down on my couch watching the movie dead silence(Amazing movie! check out soem time.. Warning it is a horror movie.. i didnt find it scary but others did!) Nessie had cudled up to me when she started getting scared.

"I can turn it off and we can watch something else if you want." I offered.

"No. I want to watch this. I picked it out." she said as she turned to look up at me.

Our lips were closer then she expected them to be when she turned to look at me and her eyes got big at the suprise. She didnt seem to mind though. She put her lips to mine for a quick kiss, or so i thought. She didnt pull away, and i didnt want her to.

I licked her bottom lip, hoping she would let me in, and she did without hesitation. Our tongues tied together and Nessie rolled over to where her whole body was facing mine. She started to deepen the kiss and moved closer to me. Her tiny little hands went to my hair and she started pulling lightly. GOD! Why did she have to do that? She knew that drove me crazy. I moved my arm around her waist to place my hand on the small of her back.

She then pulled on my hair again and bit my bottom lip gently, knowing that would drive me crazy as well. I pulled on her back to bring her closer to me, and i could feel her just mere inches away from my dick. She started to move one hand down my back and to my stomach and under my shirt. She started tracing my ab's with her index finger. I couldnt help but move my hand to her ass and squezzed. She seemed to like that because she bucked her hips and moaned and when she did she hit my dick, causing a moan to escape from me. I pulled her ass closer to me, feeling her near me.

She pulled on my hair again and she started pulling my shirt off. Assuming that she wanted me to take it off i leaned up and slipped it off, going back to our kiss. Her lips where moving fast against mine, her tongue exploring my mouth. I started getting harder each time she pulled my hair. She would move her ass closer and closer each time as well. I rolled over to where i was on top of her and started kissing her cheek, to her ear, down her neck, and back up again. She threw her head back with each kiss and arched her back, putting her pussy up against my dick every time. I pushed her right leg over a bit to lay my legs between hers, placing my dick right in front of her pussy.

She moaned softly, driving me even crazier as her hips bucked once again. She raised her head to softly bite my neck and i pushed down between her hips. I started kissing down her neck and to her collar bone. Her v-neck shirt gave me acess to kiss along her cleavage as well. She really seemed to like that as well. Leaving on arm against the couch to keep me from putting all my weight on her, I moved one hand to cup around her side. I reached around and pulled her ass up, placing her even closer to my dick and squezzed her ass, releasing another moan from her and myself. I moved my hand from her ass and up her side and across her stomach. I left my hand to where my thumb was near her right breast, i could feel the side touching it. I was scared she would push me away if i went any further so i left my hand there, only for her to move my hand up herself, making me grow harder instantly. When she felt me touch her she moaned and raised up, sliding her shirt off as well. I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around me and threw herself against my hard-on.

I walked to my bed and she planted kisses down my neck. I gently placed her at the top of the bed and supported my weight with my left hand. Her left hand went back to my hair and pulled once again. My hips bucked and she moaned, causing me to do so as well. Her right hand started at my hand, went up my arm, down stomach, and she pulled her other hand down with it.

She started to unbutton my pants and unzipped them before i stood up and slid them off. Now, I wanted hers off. I laid between her legs. I went back to kissing her and started un button her pants as well. She raised up as i started to pull them off of her. I threw them next to mine and i went back to kissing her. Her hands went down my back and she pushed my ass down to put my dick next to her enterence. She moaned and her hips raised up again, sending me to my edge. Her tiny little hands went to my stomach and they started going down to my boxers.

I stopped the kiss for a second and looked at her and said, "We need to stop."

She sighed,"I know." she smiled then and kissed me.

We stood up and put our close back on, but when i went to put my shirt on she ripped it out of my hands and said, "No."

I laughed and said, "Whatever you say, my dear." laughing still as i said it.

She reached up to kiss me and then went to the living room and grabbed one of my bags. I followed and grabbed the other. We went out to the car we put the bags in the back and then headed back to Emily and Sams.


When we pulled up into the drive of Sam and Emily's, my dad was pasing back and forth very impatiently. Now I know where I got it from. His face looked like he was ready to kill someone. When I got out of the car, I realized why his face looked like that.

"It's about time your done sexually molesting my daughter, Black. Your a dog. A DOG! I dont want you near her again, do you hear me?" My dad spat out of his teeth.

"Dad! Stop it! I am a big girl, ok. I know how to say stop! And I didnt have to! When I was just about to say it, he did. Ok? Dad, you have nothing to worry about. Please. Just stop." I said, and before anything else could be said i grabbed Jacob and pulled him in the house.

Uncle Emmett had a grin on his face, but quickly lost it when I shot him a look saying "Lose the grin or lose your head"

No body said anything to us, and they didnt seem to care about what just happened. I walked up to the couch on the end my mom was sitting on. She had her arm on the arm rest. Trying to not make it obvious, I touched my hand to her showing her a time we sat on my bed and she put her shield up so dad couldnt hear us so we could talk.

She knew what I meant because she excused herself and we went to the spare bedroom.

When we got into the room, i knew she already had her shield up so i turned to her and she hugged me as i cried on her. "Mom, I- Love- Him" I said through my sobs.

She smoothed my hair and said, "Sweetie, I think its time I tell you something."