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Gray Skies Forever

Summary:
Edward leaves Bella again. Victoria attacks her and she becomes a vampire. After eighteen years Bella and her new family move back to Forks. The Cullens are back also. What will happen with Edward's and Bella's relationship? ON THE NEXT CH. PLEASE READ THE AUTHOR'S NOTE AND CHAPTER NOTES! I HAVE IMPORTANT THINGS TO ASK! PLEASE READ! CH 12- THE ANSWER/ NEW STORY! THANKS!




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3. Not Forgiven

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I ran as fast as I could, without it looking suspicious. As I reached the biology room, I slowed down into a fast walk. I was unfortunately alone for this class.

The room was still the same and so was the teacher. Mr. Banner stood at the front of the room. I couldn’t believe it; I thought he would have retired long ago. When I walked up to him it looked like he did a double take; he stared for a second before signing my slip and gave me the abnormally large book. When he showed me to my seat I almost started laughing, it was the exact same seat that I sat in when I was human.

I took my seat, holding in the giggles. The seat next to me was empty, but I had no objections. This way there would be no guy sitting next to me drooling. I opened my note book and began doodling. Mr. Banner wouldn’t start class for another five minutes or so.

I didn’t notice the person sitting next to me until he spoke. I wasn’t paying attention to the aroma that now filled the room.

“Hello Bella Swan. I believe we have met before.” He stuck out his hand to me. I just looked at it like an idiot.

I didn’t dare look up into his eyes. Did he really think he could just come in her and ask for my forgiveness like that? Give me some pathetic little story. No not going to happen. I looked back down and continued doodling.

“You don’t really think you could get away that easily. I won’t give up.”

“I wish you would.” I replied as coldly as possible.

“Bella, please look at me.”

I continued doodling on my notebook. I knew the second I looked into his eyes he would dazzle me. I would melt, even as a vampire. I was almost positive it would have the same exact effect on me as it did as a human.

“Bella, please.” He was already begging. The teacher started the class before Edward could beg anymore. We took notes all day, so luckily I didn’t have talk to him. That didn’t stop him from trying. He was very persistent.

He kept shoving his notebook towards me discretely. I would just push it back. I felt his eyes burning holes into my head. I would not even look up; if I did I would look at the teacher or the black board. At the end of the class I stood up and collected my belongings swiftly. He slipped a note into my back bag.

“Please at least read it.”

I nodded and ran out of the room. I was expecting him to try to catch me, but he didn’t. He must have got the point. I didn’t really want to read the note, but it was the least I could do. I wondered what he could possibly say, this time.

The thing that scared me the most is that deep down I knew I still loved him. I could pretend to hate him all I wanted. But some time I wouldn’t be able to give him anymore hate. He also would be persistent. He had agenda and he intended to complete it.

I ran off to my next class. I would have to face Edward again, but at least I had Alice there. I’m sure she was with him though. This was my last class then I was free, free from all. I could go home and run up to my room. Jump in my chair and look at the gray sky. Just little more than an hour.

Alice was waiting for me by the door.

“Hey, I saw it didn’t go so well with Edward. You should give him a chance to explain, it really-.”

“Alice please save it. I don’t want to hear about it. He gave me a note, I’ll read it later. Let’s just go to class.”

“Sure. You do realize he is in this class, right?”

“Yes, I do.”

I had the teacher sign the last line and Alice showed me to the empty seat next to her. I noticed that she left an open seat next to me on my right. I figured that since Edward still had to come and there was no other open seating, he was meant to sit there.

“Alice can we trade seats, please?”

“I like this seat. Why do you want to anyway?” I noticed that the sides of her mouth were twitching from trying to hold back a smile.

“Alice you know why. I’m not that stupid. Edward is going to sit here, please trade seats.”

“Nope. You will makeup.”

“You are…” it was too late he walked into the classroom and I was hit with his intoxicating scent.

“Darn.” I breathed. I heard Alice muffle a giggle. I turned a glare on her, she seemed to not to notice. She looked like she was looking into the future, probably mine and Edward’s future.

“Hello ladies.” Edward spoke and I felt his gaze on me. He sat his books down and pulled back the chair. It hit my arm. He didn’t seem to notice.

“Ow!” I exclaimed

“Oh Bella, that didn’t hurt. Did you read the letter yet?”

“Nope. I think I may have even lost it. Hum… Opps.” I tried not to smile, but I lost and a small smirk crossed me face. I composed it hopefully before he saw it, but I doubted it. He never looked away from his stare at me.

“Alice would you please shut up! Your thoughts are hurting.”

“Sorry.” I figured that she was bugging him about what do to with me.

“Bella, will you ever find it in your heart to forgive me? Or even listen to what I have to say?” From the corner of my eye I saw Alice bobbing her head up in down. I realized she had looked into the future and was telling him yes; yes that I would eventually forgive him.

“Maybe.” I replied simply still doodling on my notebook.

“Do you think you could hurry up?” The teacher started class before I could reply. I felt Edward’s stare still on me though. It was worse than the boy that was drooling over me. I loved this one, but this game was fun.

The class was the most boring out of all of them. At least there was no homework in this one, not that it took me too much time to do it anyway. I gathered my things and flew out the door.

Before I made it out the door, Edward grabbed me wrist.

“LET GO!” he took his other hand and stuck another piece of paper in it. He let go of my wrist and closed my hand around the note.

“Don’t lose it.” He walked back over to Alice. As I walked out the door I heard Alice scolding him. I laughed to myself, this really was fun.

I stuck the note in my bag. I would read them later. Kevin was waiting outside for me.

“Hey, how did it go?”

“It… went.”

“Not good?”

“Not so much. But it’s fine. You ready to go?”

“Yah, Elizabeth is already at the car and the Maria and Kyle have already left.”

“Oh, ok. Why are they in such a rush to get home?”

“Because…”

“Because why? What’s going on?”

“You are going to hate this, but here it goes. Maria invited the Cullen’s over to our house. She discussed it with the short one… Alice. Alice said that she would bring everyone.”

“Everyone, meaning Carlisle and Esme to?”

“I’m assuming she meant everyone in their coven.”

“Great.” I want to see everyone, expect one. Darn it. He is going to be there, and I have nowhere to escape to. Just great. I started to stock off to the car. I was going to kill Maria.

How could I get out of this? Maybe I could go hunting. But I just did hunt yesterday. Plus I highly doubted that Maria would let me out of the house.

I got into the car. Elizabeth was already in.

“Hey. How was your day?”

“Super.” I replied sarcastically.

“Will you be ok tonight?”

“No, he is going to be there tonight, how am I supposed to be ok?”

“I thought maybe you would have made up today.”

“No Elizabeth. We are not getting back together. He left me two times. I don’t care what pathetic excuses he has, he left me. He told me he loved me and it was all a lie. I did love him. I gave him all I had. I thought I did still love him, but more and more I think about it I don’t anymore.” Tears started to stream down my face.

“Ok.” She dropped the subject after my little tantrum and tried to comfort me. Kevin was just getting in the car.

“You ok, Bella?” I didn’t answer. I wiped away the tears and started the car.