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MY JOURNEY

Summary:
When Edward and Bella get back from Italy things have changed. Edward is restricting more and more of what she can do. Bella loses herself. She becomes rebellious Bella. Partying with the wolves, having wild nights out and going to jail. With Peter Whitlock she begins to find herself again. Join them on their journey.


Notes:
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1. Chapter 1

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CHAPTER 1


Edward is getting ready to go on a weekend hunting trip with his family. I am once again being told that I need a baby sister to watch over me while he is gone. He is always afraid that I will get myself into trouble.

I wish he could understand how humiliating it is to be watched over like a two year old baby. But when I say something to him about it, he just tries to ignore the conversation. Or he tells me how he knows what is best for me and it is all about my safety. Ever since we have come back from Italy it's only gotten worse.

Edward is always adding more restrictions of what I can and cannot do. It is almost like he is controlling my every movement and breath. This weekend they left me with Jasper and Emmett. Don't get me wrong I love Em as though he was a blood brother, the irony of that right.

He always makes sure that we have fun while the others are away. Emmett does not treat me like I am a doll that is breakable or that I am incapable of taking care of myself; but like I am his sister.

I have also gotten closer to Jasper. He and I share our love for books and history. That is something that Alice has absolutely no interest in. I swear that girl only cares about clothes and cash. But she is my best friend and she does love Jasper with all her heart.


Alice was absolutely thrilled that Jasper and I have become closer lately. She encourages us to spend as much time together as we can. But Edward, however, does not seem to like it at all. I really can't understand why. He says that he still does not completely trust Jasper with me yet. But I always feel that there is more that he is not telling me.

If Edward only knew that spending time with Emmett was a lot more dangerous with the things that we do, then Jasper could ever be. Speaking of danger I am sure that there will be a game or two of truth or dare this weekend. That is fun loving Emmett at his best. He never means any harm but sometimes he embarrasses me.

I walked down the stairs and Jasper was reading on the couch. "Hey Bella, What would you like to do this weekend? I was thinking that maybe you and I could take sometime this weekend together."

I was thinking about what I was going to do about Edward and his not trusting me. "I don't care what ever you guys would like to do is fine with me." I know that they are only trying to help and are only doing what Edward has asked them to do.

Jasper gave me a strange look and went to say something to me when my cell phone started ringing. I pulled it out of my pocket and saw it was Edward. Crap, I know why he is calling again. Are you being a good girl? What are you doing for the tenth time since he left? Have you snuck out and saw Jacob yet? That is the one that bothered me the most. I am not allowed to see or talk to Jacob anymore. Because it makes Edward go ape shit about how unstable the wolves are. But we all know that he is jealous and does not want me around him. But he won't admit that. But Edward has family convinced that Jacob is a danger to me. So they think that they are looking out for my best interest when they tell Edward anything to do with Jacob.

I was brought out of my thoughts by Jasper. "Bella, are you okay? I have been trying to get your attention. Edward is on the phone." Great I missed his call and he called Jaspers cell. Here comes a long lecture on the importance of my answering my phone and how worried he is. I am getting so tired of having this same conversation over and over with him.

I took Jaspers phone "Hello." A sigh came from Edward on the other end of the line. "Bella, I was so worried about you when you didn't answer the phone. Is everything alright? Did Emmett or Jasper do something to you? Put them on the phone now." I got up and walked over to where Jasper was looking out the huge window and handed him his phone. In a low whisper to Jasper "He wants to talk to you."

Jasper took the phone. "Hello, no everything is fine. No we have not done anything to hurt her. No she is fine. No there is no need for you to come home early. She just left her cell phone upstairs that's all. Of course she was not ignoring your calls." Wow, Jasper just lied for me. He shot me a look of that's what you better tell him too.

Jasper handed me the phone. Edward at least seemed a little relieved after talking to Jasper "Love, you need to get some rest. So why don't you get ready for bed."

I rolled my eyes "It's only 8:00 p.m. I am not ready to go to bed yet."

Of course he had to tell me what was best for me "Bella, I know what is best for you, now get ready for bed and I will call you in the
morning."

I just hung up the phone and handed it back to Jasper. Jasper must have felt my feelings "Is everything alright would you like to talk about it?"

As I stomped up the stairs "No, I have to go to bed now; those were my daddy's orders." I cannot believe that, even Rene and Charlie have not given me a bed time since I was ten years old.


Unbelievable, fuck when did I lose all control over my own being? When did I become Edwards's daughter? Then it hit me, Edward did not take away my control I gave it to him on silver platter. It is my own fault that he behaves like this. I should have listened to Charlie a long time ago and put a stop to it then.

I have no one but myself to blame for this. But that is going to stop this weekend. Edward will have to understand that if our relationship is going to work that I am capable of making my own decisions and being my own person. I need to show Edward rebellious Bella and I know just the person to help me with that.

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