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Nothing is ever normal

10 years post breaking dawn. Bella accidentally leaves her shield down around Edward while thinking about the time he left. Now Edward has gone, and they need to find him. Renesmee is fully grown and has a three year old daughter named Annabelle. Oh and there is no adult content, i must have used a word like hell or something. No inappropriate scenes or swears or anything


2. Gone

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I was lying in mybeautiful soul-mates lap, my hand running through his georgeous hair when Bella came racing in, tearless sobs echoing from her. Me and Esme ran up to her, trying to calm her down. Inbetween cries, she whispered "carlisle". the minute he heard his name, he was downstairs, pulling me and Esme away from Bella. trying to keep everyone calm, he asked patiently "what is the matter Bella? Where's Edward" Bella calmed down enough, due to Jazz, to say, "he's gone. Its all my fault. I left my shield down and memories of when, when you left came back. edward thought the pain was his fault and he said he couldnt stand it. he left, promising that he wouldnt come back. Esme, he said to give you this. He said sorry, but he went." I took Bella over to Nessie, who was sitting shell-shocked on the sofa and turned to Esme. "well? what did he say?" i asked. She took a deep breath and turned towards us all, her face twisted in pain. "i'll read it out........."


Dear everyone,

I have to leave. i cant put anyone else in this much pain. Im so sorry. Please, carry on with life. Forget me, just, i need to tell you this:

Jasper, Thank you for the times when you calmed everyone down. it always helped in every way imaginable. Look after Alice, she deserves you. Please, i know you still beat yourself up about Bella's eighteenth birthday party but, it wasnt your fault. It was mine. You have been unbelievably brave on so many occasions.

Alice, the amount of times you have saved this family, ive lost count. youve always been supportive, and well, if it wasnt for you, we wouldnt be here. dont think about me too much, be brave little pixie. You have been a brilliant friend to Bella, please carry on looking after her, and my daughter. and yourself. My life got a little better evry time to tackled me to the floor. keep your love, and passion, and fun.

Emmett, your teasing, jokes and all round embarrassment helped me through what we call life. Look after Rose, and try not to kill too many bears, leave some for the others

Rosalie, i know you regret this life, so console yourself by making the best of it. Enjoy your endless life, enjoy Emmett and all your family. Enjoy the rainbows in life, so you wont see the rainclouds.

Esme, i cant remember my mother much but then i realize i can. i see her everyday. i love her everyday. she comforts me, helps me, loves me every single day of forever. my real mother is you. Thankyou so much for being a brilliant mother to me and fantastic grandmother to my daughter.

Carlisle, thank you for giving me love, life, happiness and laughter. You saved my family endless times and you gave me a reason to want to live, or exist. thank you for a great life with you, Dad. When you changed me, the day my blood mother died, i resented you. but i now see why you did it. you went through grief when my mother died too, but you still found the courage to help me.

Renesmee, This will be hard but try for me. Think of all the males in the family as your dad. love and help them, and your aunts and uncles, and your mother. im glad you found happiness in Jacob. You will always be my daughter, the daughter that ruined my honeymoon, almost killed my wife, almost ruined the whole family, but ended up making our whole existence a whole lot better. Enoy life with your new daughter.

Bella, im sorry. i love you. stay strong for Nessie. i promised i would never do this to you again but i have to. i cant put you through this much pain again. You improved my life and i ruined yours. you looked after my heart and i ripped yours to shreds. you loved me and i betrayed you. im sorry i forced you to marry me. i promise, there will be no trips to Italy this time. Love your ever sick, masohristic lion.

I will love you all, forever.


When Esme finished, we were all crying tearlessly. Bella was inconsolable. We all sat in silence, for what felt like forever. He was gone. We needed him back.