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Love only brings pain

Summary:
This is a reneslec story. Renesmee isn't the sweet, innocent, little girl we all know and love, she's different, she's been through a traumatic time, she goes to Volterra, she needs to be somewhere safe, the only place she could think of was, what will happen? Will Alec see her for who she really is? Will he be able to mend her broken heart? That's all she is. Broken and damaged. All in Renesmee POV. A couple of chapters are in Alec's POV. Enjoy :D.


Notes:
I know the summary is terrible but it's my first fanfic x


2. chapter 2 - a nightmare

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Renesmee's POV I'm in the garden with my family, it's the day they were killed, I know what's gonna happen, I can't prevent it, but I can try, "daddy, get out of here, they're gonna kill you, take the family and run" I try to tell him. He doesn't listen, it's like he can't hear me, Alice is bouncing up and down with excitement, whilst uncle Emmett is telling a joke, that's when Alice has her vision and she starts screaming, I can't bare it, dad's face is filled with horror, all I can think is this can't be happening, not again. That's when daddy tries to tell me to run, but I'm frozen yet again and then I see those red eyes in the forest. Before I can warn my family, the vampires attack, I then watch the familiar scene of my family and my beloved Jake get killed, I then run, I run into the forest, I want to run the opposite direction, but I can't control my body, then I see my dad, I smell his scent before I see him though. "daddy? But you died, you can't be here" I say, "this is your fault" he tells me, I can feel my heart break, "This never would of happened if it wasn't for you, I told your mum to get rid of you when she was pregnant with you", "I should of" I hear my mum say. "no! No! You don't mean that! I didn't want this!" "yes, we do, we should of let the volturi kill you!" she screams at me. "no momma! Please! Stop!" "you should be dead! I can't believe I imprinted on you and started a relationship with you! You filthy hybrid!" Jacob shouted as he came out from behind a tree, I felt my heart break. "nooo! You don't mean that! I love you, Jake! Please! You love me too! I know you do!" "As if I could love you! I hate you! It's your fault I'm dead!" "no! No! I don't believe that! I know you love me! Momma! Make him stop! It hurts! I can't listen to this" "she doesn't care, nessie!" "Jake! Remember when you gave me that nickname, you gave me it to show you would always be there for me, please, I love you! So, so much! Don't do this!" "stay away from me, you bloodsucker!" "no! No! You don't mean any of that!", that's when I feel someone shaking me, my eyes flutter open and I realise it was all a nightmare, I look up and see Alec looking at me with concern, I immediately wrap my arms around his neck and hide my face into the crook of his neck, I then burst into tears, I started to sob and cry my heart out. "It's okay, Renesmee, It was just a nightmare, nothing happened, you're fine now" he gently told me whilst rubbing soothing circles on my back. I then got into bed and he got up to leave, I grabbed his hand, stay with me, I told him in his head. He looked at me and I pleaded with my eyes, I didn't wanna seem weak, but I couldn't help it, I was hurting, I had a broken heart, he nodded and lay next to me, he wrapped his cold arms around my hot body, soon I drifted off into a peaceful slumber. Alec's POV I was standing in the throne room next to Jane, today had been uneventful, there was a couple of nomads that had come in today that had disobeyed the law and had been killed by Felix, we had just been summoned to the throne room by Aro, apparently Felix had brought in a guest, just then the doors were pulled opened, Felix came walking in with a young girl walking behind him. "Felix, who is our guest?" Aro asked him. "well, she's a hybrid, a Cullen" Felix told him, "Renesmee?", Felix nodded, "ahh, Renesmee, how is my dear friend Carlisle?", that's when she broke down, she burst into tears, I didn't have a clue why she was crying, she had everything she needed, so why would she cry and why would she come here? She then walked to Aro and gave him her hand, he grabbed but then, not a moment after, he let go. "what is it, brother" Caius asked him, "it appears my good friend Carlisle and his coven are no more", everyone including myself gasped, well, except Jane, she snickered, Renesmee glared at her and Jane glared back causing the young girl to fall to the floor and start screaming, I wanted to kill my sister for the first time in my life, I felt protective over Renesmee for some unknown reason. "Jane!" Aro shouted, Jane stopped causing Renesmee pain and she was able to sit up, Felix helped her up. She gave him a weak smile, "you are welcome to stay here, mia cara, Alec can show you to one of our guest rooms" Aro told her, a few seconds later, we all heard him gasp, "your talent seems to have progressed since we last saw you" he told her, she nodded her head. "Alec" "brother, are you sure about this? I don't think we should have her kind here" Caius told Aro. "Caius, she is grieving, she has lost her family, she is most welcome here" anyone could tell that Caius did not agree with him. I then walked out of the room with Renesmee following me, "this is where you'll be staying" I told her, thank you Alec I heard a girly voice tell me, that must be Aro meant when he said that her power had progressed. "Don't you ever speak?" No I don't, since I watched my family get killed, I haven't spoke a word to anyone, she sighed. "what is wrong?" I miss my family so very much, I don't expect you to know how that feels, as far as I know you have your family, a sister, right? "yes, Jane" Imagine if someone killed her right in front of your eyes and you could do nothing at all, that's what it was like for me, I watched my family die and then I ran for my life. I instantly felt sorry for her, I couldn't even imagine going through that, she must be trying her best not to cry. "I'm terribly sorry, I couldn't imagine losing Jane" Well, from what my grandpa taught me, oh my lovely grandpa, you and Jane are the deadly witch twins, so you will never have to worry about losing her, it was nice meeting you, Alec. She gave me her hand, I kissed it and she giggled. I wonder how long it's been since she laughed. you wanna come in? "Do you want me to?" I guess I wouldn't mind, you're not too bad, you're nicer than I thought. "yeah, sure, why not?" I said as I followed her into the room, I need to do something, please don't think I'm weird or anything, but I need to pray, to my parents, I like to think that they're in heaven and that they will be able to get my message even if I'm only thinking it. I gave her a sympathetic look and said "it's fine, I know this must be difficult for you", she gave me a weak smile, she went and sat on the bed, she looked up at the sky through her window and put her hands together and started her prayer, after a moment, I noticed tears sliding down her face, she doesn't seem to care, after a couple of minutes, I hear her sobbing and I notice he face is completely soaked with her tears, after a few more minutes, she turns to me, I give her a sympathetic smile, she started sobbing and crying, "hey, don't cry, it's gonna be alright, you're safe now" I tell her, I miss them so much and my Jacob, I miss him a lot, it hurts too much, I don't know how much longer I can go on for. soon she drifted off to sleep. I stayed with her for a while, probably about fifteen minutes, then I put her under the covers and went to my room, I picked up a book and laid down on a sofa, reading the book, I got to the second chapter when I heard the screams, "no! No! You don't mean that! I didn't want this!" I instantly recognised her voice, it was Renesmee, I thought she was in danger, so I rushed to her room and opened her door, I was surprised with what I found, she was in bed and she was still asleep, she was sleep talking, I walked over to her and was about to wake her, but as soon as I touched her, I saw what her dream was about, well, it was a nightmare, but I saw Edward and Bella Cullen standing in a forest, they had hate in their eyes, for a minute I thought it was because of me, but then I realised I was seeing this through Renesmee's eyes, in her nightmare, her parents hated her, that's when Bella spoke "yes, we do, we should of let the volturi kill you!" she screams at her. That must be the worse thing in the world to hear, even in a nightmare, poor girl. "no momma! Please! Stop!" "you should be dead! I can't believe I imprinted on you and started a relationship with you! You filthy hybrid!" a dark-skinned guy shouted as he came out from behind a tree. "nooo! You don't mean that! I love you, Jake! Please! You love me too! I know you do!", so she's in love with a guy who got killed because of her, she must feel terrible, she must also have a broken heart, I wish I could help her. "As if I could love you! I hate you! It's your fault I'm dead!" "no! No! I don't believe that! I know you love me! Momma! Make him stop! It hurts! I can't listen to this" "she doesn't care, nessie!" "Jake! Remember when you gave me that nickname, you gave me it to show you would always be there for me, please, I love you! So, so much! Don't do this!" "stay away from me, you bloodsucker" "no! No! You don't mean any of that!", that's when I started shaking her, I couldn't let her go through this, her eyes fluttered open and she realised it was all a nightmare, she looks up and notices I'm looking at her with concern, she immediately wraps her arms around my neck and hides her face into the crook of my neck, she then bursts into tears, she starts to sob and cry her heart out. "It's okay, Renesmee, It was just a nightmare, nothing happened, you're fine now" I gently told her whilst rubbing soothing circles on her back. She then got into bed and I got up to leave, she grabbed