Summary: Bella's life is a misery, she gets abused by her father and her mother died when she was young, she is a complete Emo and hates herself, and all her life she has beein suffering from her Split Personality. Her twin sister who died before she was born has now came back as her Split Personality, but what twists and turns will happen when she meets the cullens? What will happen when all of Bella's secrets are revealed...what will happen when they find out the Truth?
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Categories: Twilight
Characters: None
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 3
Completed: No
Word count: 5680
Read: 365
Published: 05 Aug 2009
Updated: 25 Oct 2009
Story Notes:
Okay here it is please enjoy it and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEE! review! I really need them...
No you dont
Me: Yes I DO!
Nope...
DOOO!!!
You shall not get them
Me: I will!
Nope...Stop lying to yourself..
Me: Youright im sorry i keep lying. Please help
Ok how does this make you feel?
Sad...Sad and HURT! No one reviews...Ever...
And why do you think that is?
Because the story is dreadful?
Hmmm...Maybe...Oh sorry I have another client..Bye..
Me: NO DONT! LEAVEE!
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1. My Life by ScarlettBlush
2. Insanity by ScarlettBlush
3. Abilities by ScarlettBlush
Bella’s POV
I lay on the floor crouching down into a small ball, rolling back and fourth, my life was a mess, my father was a drunk and my mother died when I was 6 in a car accident. My father abuses me and I’m depressed, I’m an Emo, I do not care for my life any more. I hide everything and run from reality. I have no one, no one wants me, I’m a failure, a disgrace to this world…
Then why the hell are you sitting here feeling sorry for Us..?
What else is there to do? I want to mourn the loss of my life…Please be quiet…
Of all the Nerve! I will not leave you alone to set and grieve over our life! Pick us up and get dressed we’ll be late for school.
I gave a large heavy sigh and stood up. I got a black and red polar shirt from my drawer a pair of skinny jeans and boots, I did my hair the Emo style and got black gloves from the cupboard t cover up the scars and bruises from my self harming.
I walked slowly down stairs and noticed that my dad passed out on the sofa…drunk. I quickly turned into the kitchen to grab some breakfast.
Don’t bother, Charlie will be waking up in a moment, get out of the house before he awakes…
I gave another sigh and grabbed my school bag and car keys and headed for the front door. Today was my first day at my new school. Everyone just by the sight of me will know I’d rather be alone and to not pester with me.
Come On! Bella we need some people in our life! Don’t bother trying to scare them away please!!
My life. I corrected
No our life. Your life is a wreck and so far I’m the only one you have so don’t bother! We need other people to help us out since you are nothing like me!
No, I don’t I do fine all by myself thank you very much and I don’t need anymore help from you…not that you gave me much before.
Stop being such a jerk Bella! I have helped you a lot more than you let out and yet you keep me trapped in hear like a prisoner! Trapped due to the cause of me!
Shut up, and we’re almost here so do me a favour and don’t talk to me for the rest of the day. Thanks.
She sighed but resigned…I have had a split personality all my life; I call her Jessica, my dead twin that died before she had a chance to live…She is wild adventuress, challenging, daring strong willed and brave, although she is content, happy and kind towards me. However once she takes over m my body, she is dangerous reckless and a threat to others…
She ignored my comment and I had a mental image of her grinning at my ‘Kind words’ to her everything I said there was a compliment. I turned into the school lot and got out of my car glaring at my feet as I walked slowly into school. I sighed; I was hoping to be unrecognized although I turned almost every head in the lot. This was not going to be good I could tell…
I went to my classes and I met some people, a girl named Jessica…How ironic…and another named Angela, who seemed nice and could look past my flaws and disguise and like me for who I really am. I walked to lunch and took the first things I saw which was a bottle of water, an apple and a pop tart. I was pretty hungry after no meal this morning, and only scraps for dinner last night due to my abusive dad Charlie.
I sat down and took no part in any conversation; I must have looked a sight to them. I was absolutely pale white with dark muddy brown hazel eyes dark brown hair and wearing gothic Emo clothes. The emotions I also felt was probably affecting them too. My permanent self loathing, depression, stress, frustration, guilt, pain, loss, fear, and many, many more unbearable dark emotions.
I gazed about and look up as I heard some people at my table gasp and turn their heads, and I saw the most stunning people I had ever seen in my horrible life.
They were beautiful. But of course so out of my league. The bronze haired beauty caught my attention, and he left me breathless, he glared at me apologetically, the one blonde haired angel, she gawked at me and gave me a disgusted look, but then the beautiful tall blonde mumbled something to them and the turned to stare at me. All of them. They looked sorry for me, the blonde one next to the pixie girl with spiky hair glared at me his faces deeply sadden. He smiled at me and I put my head down and blushed and decided to put my attention back on my food.
Wow… just look at they blond tall one, he’s absolutely stunning…wow…they all are…
Agreed.
I shook in my chair, Jessica was causing me pain, she was trying to take over my body and control me…I tried so hard to try and restrain her but I felt phantom arms slide down and try to move my arms and legs…I swallowed.
Please no… please... Jessica stop please! It hurts, please!
No please I really want to introduce myself… Please
Jessica you know how it hurts…don’t make a fool of me, not on my first day…
Fine, but Tomorrow is a different story! I shook violently in my chair and gasped quietly for air. Angela turned and face me crossing her brows, studying my expression and movements.
“Are you alright Bella?” she murmured.
“Y-y-yeah….I’m fine Angela, d-d-don’t worry about m-m-me…” I stuttered for words, still violently shaking due to Jessica’s force. The bell rang and I gently rose from my seat and stumbled away… The last few hours of school were nothing of interest, gym caused me pain, history was boring since I had learned it already, and biology was cancelled. It was time to leave. Thank goodness. I walked out into the pouring rain. Great I forgot to bring my jacket, fantastic. I ran to my car and pulled out my key’s. I turned them in the ignition twice but the car wouldn’t start, the engine rumbled and I was out of gas…As if matters weren’t already worse…I guess I shall just have to walk…
No! Don’t walk its turning into a blizzard thunder and lighting will start soon when we’re half way home! We’ll be freezing cold because you did not bring a jacket and you’ll be soaked! Go and ask for a ride! Or else I’ll take over again.
No…I numbly protested but I found no hint of lie in that statement… I turned to walk away but with the force she was digging into me it was difficult, and painful I began to push her back and run away, tears streaming down my face. No one cares…I’m hated and life is against me…I thought. A big blast of thunder crashed in the sky and streak of lighting followed and then hails stones hammering down on me as I stood there freezing cold in the parking lot. I stood there and watched as couples were laughing and running by me jackets over there heads holding hands, laughing hysterically in the cold wet rain. I was drenched through and through, shivering, and I sighed and let the tears over load and stream down, that’s why I like the rain, no one knows I’m crying. I stumbled away shivering my head down, listening to the rumble and roars of the thunder and watching the flashes of light that beamed across the sky. I suddenly felt a cold hard hand grasp my shoulder and I immediately turned around to see who it was, and to my surprise it was Jasper (I knew there names. Angela and Jessica told me.)Jessica, in my head started to hyperventilate widely in my mind and took all of my control to not break down and gasp for air, she was hurting me again the force she was putting into everything.
“Hello” He said
“Come on I’ll take you home since your car isn’t working properly…” He trailed off at the end gazing into my eyes, he was staring at me like he could look into my mind and no what I was feeling, and from the moment he did I knew he was he made me feel calm and forget my worries but I didn’t want him to know anything I wanted them back I didn’t deserve to be happy.... I quickly looked to my feet and quietly responded.
“No thank you it’s only…24...blocks away…” I trailed off realizing how far I’d walk and be in this blizzard…
“No way am I letting you walk that far in a wild storm like this.” He cross his brows concerned I sighed
“It’s really ok. I don’t mind plus it’s really not…that bad…” A loud roar of thunder then contradicted me and Jasper raised his eye brow
“Really?” He smirked sarcastically
“I’ve been through worse…This is nothing”
He grimaced at that and shook his head. And I realized that his family were at the car waiting glaring at me sadly.I didn’t like it I turned my head away and look at my feet again. Why does he care about me? No body does… Everyone hates me the world does, I have a wild in controllable split personality and I get abused my father. Why should he care? Tears started to flow into my eyes and I blink rapidly to stop them from falling,
“Thanks for your offer” I mumbled my voice hoarse “But no thanks, you should just go home, don’t worry about me...” I smiled at him, my eyes dead with depressed and sadness frustration and self loathing, he shook his head in defeat.
“Fine. Walk.” I smiled and nodded and turned but he caught my arm again and pulled me back.
“But take my coat at least; it really is wild out here.” I looked at the jacket then at him.
“No really, I’m fine…Please Jasper don’t worry about me.” I mumbled feeling guilty about stalling his family and keep him back.
“No dice. Take it or we’re driving you home.”
Take it you fooll! Before I take over and snatch it out of his hands! I’m freezing!!
Jessica don’t. You. Dare...
Oh I will, what will you do about it?
Nothing I supposed...
Ha see! You won’t do anything I suddenly felt the phantom her wrap around my body and I had to get out of here fast my breathing got heavier and my body seemed weightless, he crossed his brows and I collapsed to my knees he dropped the jacket and caught me in his hands. I gasped for air holding onto him pleading for the pain to go away, although no sound came from my mouth, because it wasn’t mine anymore…
Jessica PLEASE!! Don’t do this! Please I’ll take the jacket just don’t do this PLEASE!
FINE! Last time I’m letting you off!
And then everything was slowly coming back, my eye sight, sense of feeling, voice, hearing, taste, and all my other senses…I was still in a lot of pain. With my condition that’s regular for me.
“Bella! Bella are you ok? Answer me!” Jasper yelled and his whole family was crowded round me holding me and supporting me, the lot was empty by now. It was just me and The Cullen’s.
I was grabbing onto Jasper’s hand gasping for air. The big one Emmet, was holding my back and then the other one Edward was kneeling down beside my holding on to me shaking me slightly. I my vision came back to normal still a bit blurry and I saw each and everyone of them perfect faces, all carved into concern and worry. I slowed my breathing and closed my eyes. I was shaking violently and I quickly, opened my mouth to reassure them.
“I-I-I-I-am O-o-Kay…S-s-s-sorr-y-y a-a-bou-t t-that…” I stuttered. They all exhaled in relief and pulled me up, while I was still trying to compose myself.
“What happened??” I heard the big one named Emmet ask.
“Umm…I…Uh…” What should I say? That I have a split personality that is constantly causing me pain? No think fast Bella think!I sighed
“Uh…I-I H-have fits…anxiety attacks or s-s-omething…” everyone was pleased with that answer but Edward and Jasper I could tell by their looks thy didn’t buy it…
They helped me to the car and drove me home through the blizzard I sighed knowing what I was coming home too. I thanked them all and they all still remained curious as I grabbed my thinks and ran into the house, quite an achievement that I didn’t slip or trip.
“Where the Fuck have you been!?” I heard Charlie roar from the next room stomping his way through.
Oh no…Not again Jessica help me!
Run.
No! I can’t he’ll get me and I’ll trip! Help!
“Well!? You fucking useless piece of shit!” He thundered at me He grabbed my hair and smashed my head of the brick wall 3 times and then kicked me in my ribs. I fell to the floor screaming in pain and he kicked me full force in my mouth causing my lip to burst and bleed. He kicked me in the ribs and the punched my in the stomach. And grabbed me and flung me across the room and banged my head of the wall, I could feel the blood slowly oozing out of my head sliding down, and see Charlie run towards my and punch me and the face…
“You slut! You will be a no one in your life like you are now! No one will ever love a fucking ugly bitch like you! You stupid girl!”
He fired He picked me back up and threw my down the stairs, leaving me lying broken and helpless on the floor, the last thing I remembered was Charlie charging towards me his foot charging into my face…Then everything went black…
End Notes:
Ok so what do you think...I made that story because I have a split personality...
No you dont
Me: YES I DO!
No you dont...
I DO!!
Your making yourself look like a freak you do know that?
Ugh...D:
Okay soo REVIEW PEOPPE REVIEW!!!!!! REVIEEWWW AND RATE PLEASEE REVIEWW! Review or ill Bite yoU!!!
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Insanity by ScarlettBlush
Author's Notes:
Okayy here it is!!!! :D ENJOY!
I have shitsofrenia :D A fancy minsspelded word for split personality, :D
So Yea...No! No no...Im not a phsycooath! Well...atleast the voices in my head dont tell me that...D:
xD xxx
Oh yeah, sooo heres a picture of Jessica and Bella! Jessica is the one that has the dangerouse look on her face and bella is the one who is smiling. :)

Bella’s POV
I woke up in the exact same place I fell unconscious, I was tired and hurt yet I was paralyzed to the floor…I couldn’t move and I couldn’t speak, my head was throbbing and my vision was blurry, and my mind was empty I heard no one there talking…
I am here Bella, don’t worry, try to pick yourself up, try and get the phone and dial 911 say you had an accident…
I’ll try…
How could I? I would lay here helpless I twitched my fingers and tried to reach over to my bag to get my cell phone out, how would I speak? I didn’t understand how I was going to pull this off…
What should I say if I can actually make out some words…what’s my story?
Say you fell down the stairs…I don’t know you tripped and banged your head several times of the wall and say you don’t remember much. Ok… Try talking try and say hello…
I opened my mouth and let out a groan, I couldn’t move when I tried to form words they came out like garbled rubbish, I couldn’t speak, great now what…
Get your phone and try and text Jasper he and his family will help say you cant speak call 911 please I had an accident a major one… I can’t move, please help
Ok
Jasper gave me his cell phone number in case I needed help with anything. I slowly typed in the message box, it said
Jasper, help I fell down the stairs and I’m badly hurt, I’m bleeding, there’s blood everywhere, and I cant move, I cant speak and I don’t know…where my dad is, please call 911 please help me. – Bella
I pressed the send button and laid there paralyzed with nothing to do but hope… I heard my phone buzz a few moments later, I opened it to find a message from jasper, and I hurried my fingers faster to open it to read what it said.
Bella, my father is a doctor he’s on his way to your house don’t worry everything will be ok, I…can’t be there, sorry, but Carlisle will take good care of you, we all will, he’ll be there with an ambulance in a few moments although Rosalie Emmet and Edward should be there in a few minutes too. I’ll visit you in the hospital, sorry I can’t come…Truly sorry. – Jasper
At the very moment I finished reading my text the front door crashed down and they all rushed in
“Bella!!!” I heard Edward cry, he raced over to me and bent down, he froze and his eyes were black as he examined the blood flowing out from my head down my arms legs and body leaving a pool of it surrounding me, he snapped up and tried to pull me up, I whimpered in pain, it hurt! So bad, it was worse than anything apart from Jessica taking over me, I screamed in pain and Carlisle rushed in,
“Don’t move her Edward,” He exclaimed rushing down to me. “Bella? Can you speak?? Bella?” He asked calmly, I tried too, it came out as a bunch of gibberish, my mouth had been kicked in bad. Real bad, and the only thing my deceased twin could think about was why Jasper couldn’t come, she terribly hurt by that, our heart sank and she felt rejected hurt and adding that on to me I cried out in pain. I couldn’t take anymore of this, I heard people calling my name around me and the pressure is to much…I can’t my eyes rolled into my head and everything went black again…
Edward’s POV
I rushed in only to find what I had feared, Bella, surrounded by a pool of her own sweet blood, her heart beat slowing and her moaning in pain laying still and hurt on the floor all broken and mangled up.
“Bella!!!” I choked out. I felt like some one had just got the sharpest knife and pierced it into my heart. She was hurt, hurt much more badly and I doubt all this could of happened if she fell down a small flight of stairs, no, she was beaten. Beaten like a poor animal and left alone to die on the floor…
I kneeled down and froze next to her smelling her sweet blood that sung out to me, it hit me a thousand times harder than before, her blood was everywhere, on the walls on the floor, all over her body. She was beaten and I wasn’t there… I wasn’t there to save her…Help her…Defend her by her weak human defences as she was beaten to almost her grave.
Emmet was struggling and Rosalie was in shock, she struggled to although it was more the shock for her, it reminded this of her, beaten and left alone to die, with the pain just waiting for death to come. Her expression hardened as anger flourished through her make its presence known, Emmet kneeled down beside her and Rosalie was on the phone informing Jasper and Alice and Esme everything at vampire speed.
I tried to pick her up and cradle her to my chest but she cried in pain and I gently put her back down, I hurt her…At that moment Carlisle rushed in
“Don’t move her Edward” He explained in a rush kneeling down beside her checking her out “Bella?? Can you speak to me? Bella??” He asked calmly.She moaned, obviously trying to speak but it didn’t make any sense. She yelped in pain once more and her eyes rolled back into her head as she fell back into a black pool of unconsciousness…My sweet, sweet Bella, mangled and broken on the floor…My poor sweet Bella…What ever happened to you??? I closed my eyes and helped them carry her onto the ambulance…
*****3 Days Later*****
Bella’s POV
I opened my eyes slowly and gazed around in wonder, I was in pain, all over my body, I could move now but my legs were cramped and twisted and in a lot of pain I couldn’t move one of them. My head throbbed in pain and my arms were cramped and soar. My back felt terrible and I felt so wrong. My could speak again, thank goodness and my eyes felt like they would fall out of their sockets. My ribs were one of the worst, they were in agony every movement I made would cause me to whimper. I was in so much pain…So much…
So much pain we didn’t deserve…Jessica sighed she was still heart broken over jasper I see.
Yes…I am…well done for establishing that.
He said he’d visit didn’t he? I trust him so he will…he wouldn’t let us down. He wouldn’t
How do we know he cares? He could be using us!
He could have let us die, but he didn’t did he?
Good point…
After that she went silent, grieving over Jasper.And she was supposed to be the strong one…She scoffed at me mentally and blocked me out. I sighed and shook my headAt that moment I heard quiet footsteps approaching.
“Ah, welcome back Bella, how are you feeling?” Dr Cullen asked smiling at me.
“Um…Fine?” I murmured. How was I supposed to feel? It’s quite a stupid question if you ask me. “Good. Now Bella I’m going to ask you a few questions, do you think you may be able to answer them truthfully?” He raised his eye brow and I nodded slowly, he smiled and took a seat next to my bed, with a note pad and pen in hand.
Bella that’s jasper’s dad! Ask him if he’ll visit! Jessica squealed in excitement.
Ugh…
“Ok Bella, what happened to you? I want the exact truth…do not lie…” He looked at me suspiciouslyAnd I gulped.
What do I do jess!?
Um, he said the truth didn’t he, ah ha! Tell him you won’t say anything until Jasper comes! See! Perfect plan… She mentally smirked at me grinning.
Um…you’re not helping! Hello!? Have you actually gone insane Jess?!
No…She smirked again
Evil…
I blinked rapidly
Wait why not Edward I’d like to see him again
No not that suck up
Hey! Don’t call him that he tried to help us! So!?
Who cares if he did or didn’t I want jasper. She sent me an image of her with puppy dog eyes. I groaned in protest, she won of course… “
Bella? Are you alright?” Dr Cullen murmured crossing his brows as I had my internal conversation. “Oh uh yeah, I won’t tell you anything unless Jasper comes.” I stated smugly“What?” he asked confused
“I’m not going to tell you anything unless Jasper comes.” I repeated impatiently (Due to Jess)
“Why??” He asked again still confused
“He keeps me calm” I explained. He raised his eye brows and smirked“Why yes, he keeps everyone calm” He grinned
“What? Wait never mind, I want jasper here or else I’ll never tell u anything.” I stated firmly crossing my shoulders. He grimaced. You go girl! Jess laughed “Why do you want him?” Dr Cullen asked again, now frowning I sighed
“I already told you, he keeps me calm.” I repeated, again. “Well why can’t you just tell me? Why do you need to be calm?” He asked. Seriously what is with me seeing Jasper??? “Look if I’m going to tell you what happened I want to see Jasper, besides he said he’d visit anyway…” I pleaded “Please...” I turned on Plan cute: melt his heart with a pleading puppy dog eyed look He gave a large heavy sigh and gave in
Yes!!
“Alright. I’ll go call him” I looked annoyed and he drifted swiftly out the room and pulled out his cell phone. I waited in silence for 5 minutes jess was anxious, and then we heard foot steps, Dr Cullen walked back and
“He’ll be here in a few moments…” I nodded and he walked back out. He seemed pissed at me. Jess was shoving mental pictures of Jaspers face at me and I started to fidget, and shake she was going insane just to see a boy again. I felt dizzy. Oh no. My head started to spin and I started to shakeAs all of her emotions fell on top of me the pressure…Too much….I let out a blood curdling scream
“JESSICA STOP!!” Dr Cullen rushed in Jasper Edward and the rest of the Cullen’s ran through the door Jasper at my side and Edward at my other I shook violently and gasped she’s trying to take over, she wants to kiss him, her emotions and my depression altogether was too much I gasped for air and shook violently in the bed
“Jessica. Don’t. Do. This” I whimpered in pain as she shoot down my body I tried to stay strong but the emotions the voices everything was too much
“Bella! What is I what’s wrong!?” Dr Cullen fired at me
“JESSICA! NO!!!” I Screamed and fainted once again, the emotions…too…much…and then I fell back into the darkness again…
***1 and a half hours later***
I opened my eyes and looked around, The Cullen’s were still there staring at me Jasper rushed over and kneeled down beside me and took my hand in concern, I suddenly felt peaceful and calm, Jessica was not talking, she hadn’t forgave herself for acting like that I smiled at Jasper and took a deep breath to relax. I closed my eyes and tried to hide the emotions of depression, but somehow I didn’t know why I hated my life so much, I was so peaceful right now, it’ll all come back later…
“Bella…Are you alright?” I frowned, it was Rosalie I figured they all had concern and worry spread all over their face, I trusted them, I’d known them one day and I felt like I knew them a life time, I opened my mouth to speak keeping my eyes closed, I wanted to cry, and just be told its alright for once…just to have some hope in my life…
“No…” I whispered
“Who’s Jessica Bella?” That was it, my eyes snapped open and I started to shake in fear, I didn’t want to go back to the asylum…They would make me no NO!
We trusted them and now once they found out they will put us back in that place! They know!!
NO! It hurts more! Shock therapy! People beating us! The Pain I can’t BEAR IT! HELP!
Fight! Don’t go down with out a fight!
“No…No…I won’t go back you can’t make me!! You won’t take me back to that hell hole!” I screamed and tried to get out of the bed Jasper and Edward restrained me and Emmet held me down
“What are you talking about Bella?!?” Dr Cullen asked
“Like you don’t already know!” I screamed. Alice ran down to room and locked the door and closed all the blinds and came back up and sat down.
“Bella what are you talking about?!” Jasper asked crossing his brows
“Stop playing innocent!!!” I yelled struggling to get out of their grasp
“What!? What is it Bella? What on earth are you on about?” Emmet yelled back
“STOP IT! I KNOW WHAT YOU’RE ALL ABOUT! I’M NOT INSANE I’M JUST MISUNDERSTOOD! DON’T TAKE ME BACK! PLEASE!” I screamed at the top of my lungs, I couldn’t go back…I just couldn’t…
“BELLA TELL US WHAT PLACE YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT!” Alice screamed
“THE ASYLUM!!!!!”
Then there was nothing but silence…
End Notes:
okkkayy hwo do you think of that ending?? REVIEW REVIEWWW! OR ILL GET MY SPLIT PERSONALITY ON U!! Oh No too late....MWHAHAHAHAHA *cough*
Review...or ill BITE U!!! :D Heres some other pictures of when JESSICA!! JESSICA NOT BELLA!! Takes over Bellas body :) I think shes prettier thn bella. :D


THESE ARE PICTURES OF JESSICA!!! JESSICA NOT BELLA! when she takes over Bellas Body!! :D

ok soo...thats what Bella looks like when Jessica Takes over ok...Shes wild a dangerouse daring challaning sexy skillfull and strong bella is the opposite of all those things, ok so what do u think of that chapter REVIEW!! PLEASE U MUST REVIEW! MWHAHAH! *cough* D: Review or ill BITE U!!! :)
Abilities by ScarlettBlush
Bella’s POV
I lay there, pain ached through my body and I was gasping for air, everyone was still, they didn’t move, they were like statues, why? They were like stone, pale white and ice cold, and very good looking, but why are the shocked to hear asylum? They already knew I went to one…Didn’t they? Oh my gosh…Please…Please tell me they already new. Please… I blinked twice and pushed Emmet off of me and sat up and gazed into every one of their deep black eyes, there was pain, fear, curiosity, anxiety, sympathy, and more curiosity I cleared my throat and tried to relax, worry spread across my face, what if they didn’t know? What id I just made the biggest mistake ever? Tears started to leak into my eyes and crawl down my face, I took a deep breath and looked down. I couldn’t go back I just couldn’t…Not again…The pain…It’s just too much…
“Bella, why were you in an asylum?” Carlisle asked quietly,
I sucked in a breath in my dry throat, I need help…I really do. Jess? Are you there?
Bella…I-I trust him, them, tell them…please…
What!? They could put as back there! Jess we can’t go back! You know that just as well as I do!
I-I’m sorry…Please Bells,
…Ok…
I exhaled slowly, and opened my mouth to speak in a strained voice.
“Carlisle…I-I need h-help…” I whispered tears now streaming down my face.
He looked up his expression apologetic.
“I can’t help you until I know what’s wrong…” He replied, his voice sympathetic…
“I know…I’ll tell you but…I don’t I j-just cant let anyone else know…Please…Please don’t tell anyone” I pleaded my voice strangled in sorrow.
“Ok, I won’t tell anyone…” He promised his voice steel.
“I-I’m…ill…” I whispered between sobs
“Yes, I know you are but-“ I cut him off
“Mentally.” I stated ashamed.
Everything was silent, no one made a sound. It was like they weren’t even breathing…Strange…
“What do you mean?” He asked
“I-I hear things, see things, feels things, sense things too…Ghosts…I have Schizophrenia, a split personality…She talks to me…Helps me…She’s a lot stronger than me…And I’m…psy-psychic…” I breathed, I sobbed again and looked up to see there faces. They were carved into concern, worry, fear, pain, disbelief, and many, many more.
“Please…P-p please don’t put me back to the asylum…Please…You promised and b-besides…I-I’m f-fine…really…” I stuttered helplessly.
“It’s okay; we promise we will never put you back there again. Ever…I-I know how you feel…Trust me” Alice said, I looked up in curiosity.
“H-have you been to a –“
“Yes.” She replied her head down “Although I don’t remember much…Only…flickers…tiny, tiny flickers.” She answered.
“You d-don’t believe m-me do you?” I stated matter-of-factly sniffing.
“Well…I’m not sure…Could you maybe give us an example of something…” Carlisle asked eagerness in his eyes.
I sniffed and nodded my head
“G-give me something…You d-don’t know much
About but you really, really want too…o-okay?” I asked playing with my fingers looking down.
Carlisle nodded and grabbed his bag and pulled out a sort of charm thing, it was a golden bracelet with a ruby red broach at the top, with tiny white diamonds surrounding it, it shimmered in his hands and he handed it too me gently. I grabbed it and gently touched it and closed my eyes letting the flicker of images run past me and store in my mind, with in those 3 seconds I knew the whole history of the broach, I also knew the whole history of everything that touched it every thought that’s ran through their head and everything that touched that. With in 3 seconds I knew more history than anyone could have possibly imagined. This broach was made 400 years ago, in a black smith’s hut, it was supposed to be a gift for his niece but he lost it and someone else found it and gave it to their daughter as a gift. It was handed down to millions thousands of people and people often fought over it because of its expense and design, it was a beautiful broach and caused wars with friends and family’s al until it was handed to Carlisle…His history scared me…it couldn’t be real so I just let it pass…
I opened my eyes 2 seconds later and handed him the broach back.
“This broach was made 4 hundred years ago by a black smith named Jin Butler, in London some point, I’m not sure they didn’t mark time as accurately as then, he made it for a gift for his niece’s birthday party, he lost it the day before and a mother found it on the way to the bakery, she picked it up and gave it to her daughter as a gift, her daughter kept it all her life until she sold it for 120 shillings and 2 six pence. She was rich then, and she carried on her life, the broach was past down for generations more and often caused wars between family’s and friends because of its cost and good condition, its charm was sweet and people made story’s saying this broach brings good luck and fortune to your home but if mistreated it would bring bad luck and rotten health to the home and all surrounding it. It was then past down to you by your father…and then well…a lot of stuff…happens…to y-you…scary things…but it was probably all made up…so…that’s…all…”I breathed nervously keeping my head down.
They all gazed at me with shock and surprise and Carlisle’s eyes looked as if they were going to pop of their sockets.
I cleared my throat waiting for any reply…
“H-how d-did you d-do that?!” Carlisle asked stunned.
“I told you…I can do a lot of t-things…” I whispered
“I-I don’t k-know what to say…That was…Incredible…” He trailed off.
“So does this mean…you’re going to help me…with my…my abilities…?” I asked hopeful.
“Of course we are!” He chuckled
“And you won’t tell any one?” I asked again
“No…No one” He replied certain.
“Ok…Thank you” I breathed again and looked up and smiled an apologetic smile.
He returned the favour and turned to look at the time table unfront of him.
Yes!
What?
There going to help us! FINALLY! Some help!!
Oh…Well….Yea…Can we trust them?
Of course!!
Ok. I believe you…Although if they turn out to be nasty cruel people who slave us forever…I’m blaming you
She sighed and resigned. But then a thought crossed my mind and I crossed my brows as I thought about it.
I cocked my head to the side.
“Carlisle?” I asked
He looked up at me and smiled
“Yes Bella?” He asked hesitantly
“What happened in your…history…About you being a…a…v-v-vampire…Is…I-is that t-true??” I asked looking down fear spreading over. Everyone was silent and I looked up, they all gazed at me in fear.
“Well??” I asked impatiently…why can’t they tell me and get it over with.
Everyone looked at me and I got worried I exhaled and put my head down.
“Yes.”
I snapped my head up in shock and fear and gazed at the 7 suspecting ravenous vampires…
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